coward

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you see, i put you up on the list
entitling you number zero
and you think it's because
you're not important to me
but it's the total opposite.

you see, i look up on you
both the side of your coin
and you think you're unlovable
because of your scars and insecurities
but it's the total opposite.

you see, i see my future with you
as if it's already happening
and i realize it was just daydreaming
because your presence feels so real
but it's the total opposite.

when i look upon these reason
the answer's evident
because my feelings for you
is not just platonic
it's just beyond friendship.

but i won't admit it.
i just can't.
at least not now.

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