hey guys!
to whoever it may concern, i've obviously fell out of the fandom because it's very old and these were things i wrote when i was 13-14, a very dumb and uneducated child.SPOILERS AHEAD !!
JAEDEN ISN'T REAL and was a figure that was desperately created by wyatt to fit his needs. multiple symbolisms/ mirroring metaphors could be seen throughout the story (if i remember them).
here are the symbolisms and mirrors:
chapter 1: We're introduced to Jaeden and we don't know where he comes from. Wyatt came up with a word called "sevdai" which in greek or something meant 'non existent'. Hmm i forgot but somewhere along those lines.
chapter 2: Wyatt writes a novel about a boy, and he has yet to realize that its actually about Jaeden. He's always writing about it all the time because it makes him feel so much better just like how Jaeden makes him feel better.
Like us authors we write our stories as a medium to escape the things we really go through i guess.
+throughout the story, Wyatt is known to write pages but stops later. novel remains very significant.chapter 3: Viizhiloan is a slurred way to say vision—ghost was fake not real and it was just his vision of a traumatic childhood he had. Although his trauma had played a role on forgetting his childhood, pieces of them remained.
The screams that escaped Viiz the ghost were actually voices of Aunt Lia yelling for her sister, Wyatt's mother to wake up from the dead. Sounds of electricity were actually defribilators to shock Wyatt's mom back to life which never worked.
Wyatt was waiting next to Aunt Lia as he closed his ears hearing too much loud noises as a child.chapter 5: From here and on, notice how everytime Wyatt took his pills, Jaeden grew sick. The better Wyatt felt, the worse it was for Jaeden.
chapter 6:
"IM TRYING TO SAVE YOU"in the middle of this chapter, Jaeden began to violently rip his drawings and every piece of memory he had with Jaeden. This wasn't Jaeden although it seemed like it, it was Wyatt's true conscious that was in Jaeden that was there to protect Wyatt from actually knowing that Jaeden wasn't real. IT was there to protect Wyatts emotions because he couldn't handle another loss of something he loved.
chapter 7: Wyatt took his pills again but this time Jaeden was in a different place. He had an abusive household and so you could guess what happened to Jaeden.
chapter 13: Where the actual story begins-everything comes to a full circle for Wyatt. Jaeden was BOUND to get hurt and at this point, it's his true conscious trying to save him from feeling terrible. this is like an author killing of a character for good.
chapter 16: Wyatt teaches Jaeden to walk, which mirrors an early memory of Wyatt somewhere in his life when he was younger. in chapter 1/prologue, Wyatt asks Jaeden if he "trusts him", just like he did in chapter 16.
chapter 17: Jaeden began to feel self conscious about his previous affections towards Wyatt. He had lost his memory and he did not want to disappoint or hurt Wyatt in any way. This act was similar to Wyatt's true conscious.
chapter 19: The rose Jae gave Wyatt was the only thing he was trying to preserve and it plays as a significant role to his mental state in which is slowly falling off, petal by petal—rotting slowly no matter how much water you give it.
The story goes on as Wyatt trying to get Jaeden to remember of his past with Wyatt which had NEVER WORKED and NEVER WILL. This had obviously made Wyatt very mad which resulted in wanting Jaeden to completely disappear from his life.
The title "Forget it!" was actually supposed to appear around here where Wyatt will tell Jaeden to "Forget it!" as Jaeden had scurried away.
Wyatt in his home all alone with the body of his dead aunt, grows depressed. Suddenly he opens the news to find that a man on a wheel chair had gone through a terrible road accident and just before the name of the victim shows up, the tv glitches right on the victims face which was clearly Jaeden.
Wyatt grows worried and drives his way to the hospital and when he arrives he sees Jaeden on his death bed. Wyatt sits by Jaeden who remains unconscious and as the monitor chimed its final tune Wyatt yells very very loud and blacks out.
From here we transition to the future where Wyatt becomes a worlds favorite and most greatest Novelist and wins numerous awards. At the age of 40, he's a happy man and has his own family.
His novel's title was "Brinks of Sevdai".
He tells his audience that the story he wrote was about a boy who had the ability to mend and break his heart which gave an overall purpose to live—which was to go through these things and remain powerful (?)
the boy in the novel (Jaeden) was actually the boy within the Novelist because he believed the only person who could fix you was yourself.
The story ends with Wyatt waving to a bunch of paparazzi's. As he did so, he noticed a figure from the corner of his eyes which resembled a familiar face he had seen and loved from many years ago—smiling back.
"Forget it. Forget the past." The figure mouthed, leaving shivers that creeped Wyatt's spine.
Wyatt smiled back.
"Thank you."
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I had no idea what came to my mind when i wrote this and although i loved the concept, there were things i could've left out and i take full accountability on that and it's something i should've known.I came back to this to address that and to continue the story purely because of its concept, not the ship anymore.
To the people who enjoyed it, thank you so much for all your support as it's something i have appreciated back then and still do.
Feel free to ask any questions about the story, i'll gladly answer them :D !!
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