I have lived the bad part of life and I gave up on the good part.
I forgot that life can be so much more than this and I have ignored the signs of happiness every day.
I ignored it because depression became normal.
I ignored it because anxiety became normal.
I ignored it because mental and physical abuse became normal.
I ignored it because life sucks and I thought that it was like that forever so I never tried to get better.
I never tried to change the weather.
I was stuck and alone
like my legs had turned into stone
And life was carving me to bone.
What was worse than life itself?
Nothing.
And yes, it still is nothing but I am getting there...
I am trying so hard.
