Michael's Angel

🕊In memory of Michael Jackson🕊

Hey y'all!

I finally finished this book which took me a while, but I'm okay with the results!
Anyways, this isn't a chapter of the story, but else, a memory I would like to share as well as how it all started:

(My story is to spread how I feel about him and my mental health, it's important for our voices to be heard when it comes to out mentality so please, I hope no one takes it offensive. Thank you.)

I grew up with toxic parents my whole entire life, even now I still do. At a young age, my freedom and liberty was taken away from me by them. I wasn't allowed to go anywhere nor play with friends without their permission, I had to ask every time and everything. Eventually, for all those years of being restricted from playing and having fun, I developed an ADHD.
It wasn't fun and till this day, it still isn't. As years passed by my body and brain started to think and react a certain way. Within those years, I went through a series of psychiatrists to see if something was wrong and sure enough, I was.
I suffered from psychosis witches messed with my mind. I lost contact with reality since at a young age, I never let my imagination flow as a kid should.
I was given a series of prescription and up to the age of 12, I was taking up to 5 different medications to "calm my self down".

One day, I happened to be on YouTube and accidentally clicked on one of Michael's music, "Billie Jean". As I tried to exit out, I realized how the song was flowing in my mind, the beat, the lyrics, everything was so catchy! I soon listened to all his music in which I ADORED A LOT!
I listened to, remember the time, you rock my world, TWYMMF, Beat it, Smooth criminal and so much more.
Listening to his music was the best thing I have ever listened to. My personality went up a lot. I wanted t be like him and I still do, being kind, loving others, spreading positive, giving things, it was something I always sat my mind for.

Michael Jackson changed my life completely. Until now, at the age of 15, I still listen to him non-stop. It breaks me to the core how he's no longer here with us. I cry for his pain and for his happiness.
His determination speaks to me, he makes me a stronger person every time.
If I could have five minutes with him, I would thank him for everything! How his music saved me. How his personality changed me.
So I dedicated this book for him. It was something my mind came up throughout the day. 

I miss you Michael, we all do. And I can't wait to see you again soon Angel.

Fly high 🕊🕊🕊

Michael Jackson
1959-2009