Who are you? Killua x OC

Ch.14

A/n- So basiclly from now on instead of pictures I will start putting music at the top.  Mostly because I can't find anymore good pictures so enjoy!  If you have a certain song you like tell me, and I will play it!

Kenji P.O.V

I was still sitting at the window drowning in my thoughts when I heard a knock on my door.

"Come in Killua..." I said

"You knew it was me?" He said walking in  closing the door behind him

"Just got a feeling..."

Total lie I could sense his presence right away.

"Anyway what are you doing?" I asked

"I just wondered if you were okay or not so I came to check on you."

"Why do you think I am not okay?" I asked actually confused

"Before you went off to your room you seemed kinda worried or sad.  I don't really know how to put it, but I could tell something was wrong" He said looking into my eyes

"Well I am okay, but thank you for worrying Ki-ll-ua~" I said as I smirked

"Could you stop..." He said his head down

"What do you mean~?" I asked

"Stop hiding things from Gon and I!" He said looking back into my eyes

I was taken back at first.  I had never seen him express this much emotion besides blushing a couple times.  So I decided to take this seriously.

"I'm not" I said poker faced

"Yes you are!  Do you think I can't tell?!  I can tell that something is bothering you!  I know it has been for awhile now!"

"You don't know anything!" I finally yelled back

"You know what you're annoying.  Your an idiot.  I hate you...I hate you.  I want to you to leave go away...your not needed here.  I never wanted you here in the first place..."

"Killua you don't mean that right?" I said as my face turned into a fearful expression

"You just a murder...you killed your family, and yet what do you feel?  Nothing.  You even killed your brother." He said

"I DIDN'T KILL THEM!  HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT!  I LOVE MY FAMILY!"

"Stop lying"

"STOP!" I screamed "STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP SAYING THESE THINGS! I DIDN'T KILL THEM!  IT WASN'T ME!  I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE!  I DON'T REMEBER ANYTHING!"

"Kenji...I hate you" Killua said

That was the last thing I heard before my eyes shot open.  I sat up, and whipped the sweat dripping from my face.

"It was just a nightmare..." I said in relief

I got out of bed, went to the shower.  I poured the shampoo on to my hand, and started scrubbing my scalp.  The water was a perfect tempeture, and it helped me relax a lot. It felt like all the tension in my body was being taken away, and I started to feel tired.  I scrubbed the rest of the shampoo out of scalp, and grabbed the body wash.  After I scrubbed my body clean I got out of the shower wrapping the towl around my waste. 

'That dream felt so...real' I thought before I got ready for the day

Killua, Gon, and I had match after match.  They felt never ending, and I was so BORED!  I thought this would be more fun, but they still don't know about nen.  I am so close to just spilling every thing I know about nen.