My life is a Mistake

Chapter 2

Karna and vrushali are travelling to anga by his chariot,  radha maa and adirath also accompany him, only because vrushali is pregnant.

Karna is the one who ride the chariot , adirath is sitting beside him, radha and vrushali sleeping inside,  Karna slowly riding the chariot in order to not disturb the most important women in his life,  adirath said slowly,
  Putr!  Sorry despite of being suryaputra I can't give you what you deserve,  being my son you only get insults in your life.

No pithashree,  you are the one to give me a family, identity, a beautiful life,  I am always proud to be your son,  we don't have any mistake pithashree,  the society norms and terms are the one which has to be change,  thanks pithashree to take me into your life.

Karna!  Enough you take rest,  already you look so tired,  go and take care of vrushali, I can ride here after,  with the final tone. Karna knows he can't argue with his father, so he give to adirath and sit with vrushali,  he slowly shift her head into his lap, and hold her by stomach, he felt new energy after he get know that he is going to be a father.

Baby I will protect you from this cruel society,  no one can harm you, it's my promise to you said karna.

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It's been two days, they arrived to anga,  Karna was deliberately indulge him in lot of king work,  vrushali understand he want some time, so she doesn't ask about this,  after meeting vidur, she doesn't said anything about the things happen in hastinapur palace. Now she is in garden,  which is very close to her heart, radha maa is in kitchen, adirath pithashree is in cattle area, 

   Vrushali!  What are you doing under sun?  You have to take  rest dear said karna.

Arya!  When you come here? 

He take vrushali to a tent to sit,  vrushali lean on his broad shoulder, 

Arya! What you think, will pandavas go to varnavat or not? 

They definitely go there, it's a ritual they did after maharaj pandu's death, but I am sure, mahamantri will prepare something to save them,

Priye! Suddenly I feel like aged man.  Said karna.

Why are you  not  happy about baby arya? 

Shhh!  not like that vrushali,  I have 105 younger brother, and one sister.

Vrushali smiled and hold his hand,  arya!  Rajmata knows about the baby, not only her pandavas also know,  then she says what happened on hastinapur palace.

Karna listen everything without any expression, she sense that, so change his mood,

  Sometimes I feel like, say thanks to rajmata,  Karna frowned,  she continues,  if she does not leave you means how I will get you as my husband arya? 

If you have been brought up like a prince, then how we both get married?  On the same time, radha maa needs you, so you are with her,  everything happens for a reason arya,  don't overthink about that , with she take karna hand and kept in her stomach,  says please pithashree! 

Karna hugged her with tears,  he thought,  I don't regret being a son of radha ma vrushali, but my own mother regret my birth, for her I am just a mistake.

Soon it's evening time,  Karna, vrushali,  radha and adirath was sitting in front garden spending time with each other, soldier come and inform them,  that duryodhan and bhanumathi arrived, there,