My life is a Mistake

Chapter 6

Indraprasth,

     Arjun mind was not in a stable state, lots of things happen in his life he met draupadi.  Draupadi she is the definition of beauty,  he lost his heart when he see her first time in mandir, he is so happy after he won her hand in swayamvaram,  but his happiness totally collapses after hearing his mother and brother words, he can't go against his mother and brother words,  so he stood silently,  draupadi see him expectantly to say something to save her,  but no he fails on a very first day itself,  after they came to hastinapur,  he expects a great fight between pandavas and kauravas,  but karna stop that, and he behaves good with them.  Karna's changes add a fuel in his mind which is already in a mess, he have to share his wife, after he sees draupadi being happy with yudhishthir he can't think properly,  somehow he distract his mind by spending time with vrihasen, but after he also left,  he can't in a normal state, so when he get a opportunity to leave the palace he used it.

Yes I used the opportunity,  I can easily send any dasi to call draupadi, or to take my gandiv, but I didn't do that, I know the punishment to enter in her chamber without permission, I want to calm my mind, so I left the palace, madhav says at the end of exile come to dwaraka but now where I go?  I am roaming in the forest since a week, can I go to hastinapur to get a glance of my mata, no that's a bad idea,  hey narayan help me Arjun thinks in his mind.

On that time a poet,  who roam around the country, comes there to rest in one tree.  Arjun doesn't say anything to him by seeing him.  But after sometime the poet start to speak, 

You know how greatful angraj karn! 

By listening karna name, arjun snapped out in his thoughts,  what who is great? 

Angraj karn!  Radhaye,  said the poet.

What is there to say great about him?  Asked arjun.

What is not there to say? He is a great archer, he is danveer, he respects every people,  he treat everyone equally,  he never say no to anyone,  and you know what?  When I ask him to praise his nature by poem, he simply rejects my offer, he says I am just doing my duty, being a king he have to protect his people so he doing that only so no need of praise.  Said the poet.

Arjun frowned,  he never witnessed this kind of karna so far, he always witnessed who is egoistic, angry and meanful man so far, but after hearing this praise for him,  he have to witness this by him,  arjun decided first he go to anga. 

After travelling along with gang river, he met with naga princess,  he stayed with her for one month, and after that he again started his travel, after disguise himself a Brahmin he enter into anga desh.

First he stayed in champanagar for one month to analyse the people life style in there, everyone living happily and love their king immensely.  He randomly ask one person about karna.

Our king is like a sun god, he only knows to give, doesn't expect anything on return,  he protects like a his kavach protect him, no one can enter into anga desh with bad intentions, said the shop keeper.

But he stays lot of time in hastinapur only right, with duryodhan and sakuni then how he managing his work ask arjun.

He likes only yuvaraj not gandhar Raj,  but for yuvaraj he tolerates him, and about work, as I say first he is like a suryadeva,  wherever he is always he do his work correctly, you know priest, before he took responsibility towards anga it's almost in the verge of famine, but he worked with people and built this country,  said the man with proud in his tone.

That night he met with a lady who became widow and little kid,  who is planning to meet karna, he offers his help and the three starts their journey towards the capital.