(Rrarry) Ron x Harry UNDER CONSTRUCTION

READ THE NOTE AT THE END

Being this invested in someone was terrifying. It's not as though he never loved anyone of course, but the way he cared about him was new, and frankly a very unwelcome feeling. It was out of his control. He was a helpless victim to his own emotions.

It's not like Ron chose for these feelings to arise, but goddamn it, Harry was just everything he didn't know he needed. He was just so cool in the  way that Ron couldn't help to feel a little bit more then just admiration for him. He cared so much in his own Harry way. He was a fucking sarcastic git, but he would always be there, whenever you needed him to be, and that's what made him so dangerous.

Merlin he felt like one of those creepy fan girls the more he thought about this. He has had his fair share of crushes, some of which he will take to his grave, but this, this isn't 'I blush a bit when I'm around you' it's, "Im still up at 5AM thinking about you and what if we spent the rest of our lives together'. The only way this is going to his grave is if he died in a week, because these thoughts are about to actually explode from his mind.

The only person he has told is Hermione, whether that was a good desition is still up for debate. Was the most nerve racking and awkward conversation he has ever had in his life really worth it? Telling her was only good for getting it off his chest, since Hermione knows about as much about love as she does why Ron is so obsessed with Quittage. She is a very logical woman, if the problem is something to do with handling people emotions, then you have reached beyond her expertise. She said something about how emotions are, "So unpredictable and differ from person to person-" or something. Point is, Hermione is an awful love coach.

Having a crush on your best friend must be a curse someone has put on him, there is no way life is this crule. Having to see him everyday, talk to him, sit next to him, might be litteraly driving him insane.

His sexuallity is a whole nother rabbit hole that he is going to leave untouched for now. The amount of time that it took to except the reality that is his life now took way to long to even think about questioning himself again.

OK SO, I feel like I owe a explanation of some sort. I've been gone for like a year, what gives? Uh, I sort of lost interest in Harry Potter. BUT, since just leaving you with this half assed, not even thought about story is super shitty, and you guys have been nothing but amazing to me. I'm going to make it a kind of passion project to go back, look at which story was your guy's favorite, and actually make something worth reading since all of these are shit. I'm back bitches, and I'm going to write a goddanm rorry fanfic.