(Rrarry) Ron x Harry UNDER CONSTRUCTION

Story Option 1: What am I going to do?

You know, I never really thought it would come to this. Like really. I know that I kinda signed a "Your life will now always be fucked up from now on" contract when I decided to befriend Harry Potter, The chosen one, Boy who really needs to tone down his hero complex. Whatever you want to call him. But this is just unfair universe. 

Harry has been my best mate since I got to Hogwarts. We have been in some deep shit together. So usually, for normal people, that mix would make a fantastic, long lasting, FRIENDSHIP. But not for me. OF COURSE not for me. My heart had the bright idea that falling in love with Harry would be a splendid idea! Well guess what. Its not.

Right now i'm in my bed, but not my hogwarts bed. Why? Because it's summer! i'm thinking about Harry at 3am, on summer break, in my bed, and I really don't know what to do. Anger and monolog aside, I feel so awful, like I've let Harry down as a friend. I'm the only one that he can talk to besides Hermione that he can really be himself around, and not feel pressured to feel like this celebrity, or important person, he can just be Harry. But my stupid feelings are getting in the way of that. Harry has done so much for everyone, and goes through so much, but I can't even give him a friend. How pathetic. 

I found out about these feelings a couple months ago, when I was looking at some of the pictures of me and Harry. I noticed things about him that the regular best friend wouldn't see, but I threw the excuse of being tired or it was nothing so I could just brush it off. But i'm not an idiot... sometimes. I know what having your eyes linger on a person means, I know that when you get a fluttering feeling in your stomach every time you hear their name, it's hard to justify that with a platonic explanation.

     

 Hi everyone this is one of the story options for this book, i'm very indecisive and I want to write what you want to see, so tell me what you like best! Thank you all for baring with me, and I hope you're staying safe!