𝗪𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗦𝗻𝗼𝘄𝗳𝗹𝗮𝗸𝗲𝘀 𝗙𝗮𝗹𝗹 | 𝗝.𝗷𝗸, 𝗽.𝗿𝘀

❄︎' 3 𝐖𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐓𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 '❄︎

2 years ago

❦︎ 𝑱𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒌𝒐𝒐𝒌 ❦︎

Time flew by, everything changed. But, he didn't. Always being the victim of their games. Always being the blame of their loss. He has lost everything, to the point he is left alone. Lonely. Will this misery of his ever end? Or it's lasting forever like his never ending pain?

Seasons. Two fucking seasons flew by and he is still suffering himself. He promised that this year will the last time ever to feel unwanted. But, fate has other plans. As he doesn't care, he doesn't believe in fate. In love. In peace. Because all his life, he was taught to feel worthless. The ways to degrade and feel stupid of himself.

Hell broke loose, when his father lost his job. Everything wrecked when, his mom abandoned both father and the son and ran away to marry a eighty year old rich man who was suffering from cancer. Well, that doesn't matter, all that matters is money.

Both father and the son, suffered with poverty and all his father had done, is to drink alcohol and beat his son up, blaming him for the loss of both his wife and household. It should sound joyful for the fact that his mom returned back to the household. But, she was changed, Everything about her.

After her marriage, she was treated like a queen. An actual and perfect queen to his throne, but everything changed after he died. She lost her love of life, She lost her heritage and lost her senses in fury. She burned up the whole house in anger. Ran away after stealing a large amount of money. With the money left, she bought drugs every single day and spent days being alive with the help of drugs.

Soon after, she returned back since, there's nothing left. No one, has still idea about her sudden arrival but they were happy she changed, she came back to cherish them with her love but they were proved wrong again, by her.

She yelled like crazy, She tortured both of them to death, she yelled at her son being disgraceful of the family and fucking everything up. She yelled at him for their loss and so did his father. Both of his parents were fed up with him. They almost abandoned him asking the cops to take this strange child away. Like he was never blood related to them.

He knew everything, every plan, every step they try to make him disappear. So, for the best, he ran away. Away from everyone, every single piece of memory he has spent with them. Either it's good or bad.

"Don't ever make friends, my dear son." His mom's voice spoke in a soft and velvety voice. Like a music to his ears, he has no words of how much he loves her.

"Why?" He asked "Are friends bad?" He questioned turning back to his mom.

"No, friends aren't but people out there are. We won't know how much of ill mannered they are." His mom explained.

"Then what if they are good enough to be friends with?" He asked again.

"Then it's a good sign. But when people ignore you or no more has anything for you or feel attached to you or abandoned you, then don't ever go back to them if they want you back." She explained with a smile on her face. His questioning face made it clear he is going to ask something again.

"Why?" She sighed in annoyance at him.

"It's better being alone rather than being treated like an unworthy being. Not being valuable to them. And getting fake Sympathy from them." She said "It's better being alone than having people in your life who don't value you." She finished.

Just like she said, he would make sure he won't trust anyone including his own mother who taught him the rights and wrongs of the world. He will never be the same. All his life, he didn't appreciate money or popularity, all he wants is to be loved.