Chapter21

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hiccup
 

oh the gods hate me.....

Astrid..... please be okay........

please......

I'm in love with you......

I can't live without you......

you are literally everything to me......

you are my world....and everything in it....

I can live without a home.....without a bedroom...... without clothes on my back......or anything to keep me warm.....

but if you and our child leave me.......my world will come crashing down...... the only thing left is toothless and my mother........but everything else.........dead to me...... like half of me is missing.....without you...

these are the things going through my head as I hold Astrid's limp hand while she once again lays in a bed at gothies hut.  we've been her  to many times...why us...?

I look at Astrid's beautiful face and remember  the details of last night. I was beyond mad......I wouldn't even take toothless to fly....I wouldn't even look my mother  in the eye....all that as  on my brain was Astrid. I got to gothie's and immediately demanded gobber to let me stay with he  when he  tried to make Me go home. when I got here she was  in so much pain gothie gave her some medicine to put her to sleep for a few hours. It was about to be midnight and Astrid was still asleep. I hold her tightly not wanting to let go. "Please be okay.." I miss her hand gently. Then I look to her stomach. I can't pull my eyes away knowing my child is still developing and my child might die before it even had the chance to come into this world. A tear falls down my face as I gently lay my hand on her stomach. I lean in. " I love you too" and more tears fall. I kiss Astrid's forehead and slowly fall asleep still holding tightly onto  the hand of the love of my life and praying our child will get to meet its parents......

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