Yes I am weird
I say what's on my mind when others are quiet
I stand for something
when I think it's right
I judge people by their characters
not by their colour, weight, height
And I don't change my face
when comes the night
So call me weird
I dance even when others are seeing
Man is social but I am a crazy being
I am the Joker of the class
The one kid that never shuts up
I never show any emotions
They think me to be tough
Everyone is my friend
Or it is as they say
But when I am suffering from anxiety
Why is everyone away
I have to suffer alone
Cry, fight my own battles
Don't see any friend then
So what's the point in calling them friend
I hide behind the curtain
When I come home
Everyone smiles at me
But inside they are filled with jealousy
Let me be happy
I wanna be happy
That's all I want
Or is it a crime
My head stops working
My heart beat starts running faster
Where are the so called friends then
Not giving a shit bout me and being in laughter
I rather be alone
But I am alone
I rather not have friends
But I don't have any
What do I sacrifice
When I am empty
I wish I could cry
And say help me
But I am the tough kid
The one that never cries
I am that tough kid
That feels nothing
But who will tell them
I am a human
Who will tell them
A heart beats inside of me even
But who will tell them
I need a person
Maybe don't do anything
But hug me to give me comfort
I never asked for anything
Just a smile and a hug from someone
A real, natural one
Then maybe my life will be happily over and done
(16 October, 2020, 22:54)
