Bakugo POV
I want walking toward the cemetery to visit Izuku. I had the U. A. Exams coming up.
"Hey nerd. It been a couple months since you committed suicide. Auntie didn't press any charges at court yesterday. Exams are coming up. I am going to do well for the both of us. I don't know what my hero name will be but it doesn't matter. I miss ya."
I sat in-front of his grave for a while more before it go dark and I started to walk home. When I got back I grabbed some leftovers from the fridge and put them in the microwave. I assumed that they were over at aunties house when u didn't see anyone around. After finishing my meal I got up and washed the plate before walking up stairs and getting ready for bed. Then I got to bed. It was four o clock when I woke up. Quickly changing and grabbing a cereal bar before walking out of the house. I was going on a morning walks to clear my head. I did this every morning because I always had nightmares and it helped me feel better. I was trying my best to forgive myself but it is hard how I am supposed to forgive me self. I arrive back home and hour later and go back up to have a shower. Then I grab a muffin my school sack and start walking to school. I was not excited to go. After all why would I be all the other students basically hated me. I knew they had all right to but it still hurt to know that I messed up that bad. But soon I would be out of here. I was working hard all day at school making sure to keep my marks up and I needed good marks if I wanted to be a hero.
Once school was finished I went to the near by training area where it was legal to train with your quirk and work on getting my explosions bigger and deal more damage. I couldn't help but to think about how I used to use this on him. He felt the pain. Even if no charges were placed and how auntie forgave me I knew I could never forgive myself fully. It would always be there reminding me of my mistakes. All the things I wish I could change. The things I would of done differently. But I had been given a second chance and I could try my best to make sure that I put it to good use. I was working up a pretty heavy sweat but that was okay because I need sweat for my quirk so it was okay of corse. I needs to work extra hard today because tomorrow was the U. A. exams.
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Clift hanger.
Remember you are not alone. If you ever feel suicidal pleas get some help. Suicide is never the right answer no matter how bad things seem to be.
I am always here to support me you can tag me on a post if you want to I will try my best to read it and if needed reply.
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