ANGEL

Chapter 2

-Destiny

"Where the fuck you been lil bitch?" Sheryl asked me .

I just hurried to my room and closed my door as she ran after me.

"UNLOCK THIS DAMN DOOR! YOU AINT GON DISRESPECT YOUR MOTHER LIKE THIS" she yelled while banging on my door.

"My mother died a year ago." I said. She's alive physical, but not mentally. I always say that she died because that's when she picked up the needle and the needle took her away from me.

"You ain't shit. All you good for is laying on your back" she said, while she stormed away.

She constantly says that because I got raped multiple times by her ex boyfriend. She thinks it's my fault for him leaving. And blames me for everything. If she didn't want me why didn't she tell the nigga she spread her legs for to use a rubber or pull out?

I lay down on my mattress and just slowly drift off into a deep sleep.

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"Beep beep" My alarm went off
as I pressed the snooze. After it woke me up a second time I decided to get up.

I went into the bathroom to take a shower and brush my teeth. I really didn't have fancy name brand clothes, so I just threw on some jeans and a sweatshirt. I wasn't trying to impress anyone at my school anyways.

I started walking to the bus stop and waited for the bus to come. I hated school. All that would happen are fights and girls sucking dick in the bathrooms.

The teachers didn't give a damn about us, there was only one teacher that I was close with, Mrs.Morris.

Once I got off the bus, I went to my locker and was blocked by people making out right on my locker.

"Excuse me." I say, trying to be respectful because I didn't feel like being in any drama today. I made my way to class after getting all of my books.

"Goodmorning Destiny" Mrs. Morris said to me.

"Goodmorning." I say, smiling at her and taking a seat .

There was only 1 semester of school left and I couldn't wait to be out for summer.

"Alrighty class, we are doing a project today and I will be assigning your partners." Mrs. Morris said as the class sighed.

She told everyone their partners and I was left being paired with the biggest hoe.

"Destiny your with Chelsea"

"I don't wanna work with her" Chelsea said rolling her eyes at me.

"I don't wanna work with your hoe a-" I caught myself, because I'm trying to start bettering my life, so I'm not letting girls get to me like they used to.

"What you gotta say?" Chelsea said getting up, walking over to me.

"Please get out my face"I say in a calm tone.

"Sit down Chelsea" Mrs. Morris said.

"Naah this hoe wanna talk shit, so she gon get her shit rocked"

I sat there and just tried to remain calm. Then she slapped me, across my face. Lord knows it took everything in me to not get up and start fighting her.

"yeah, you ain't doing nothin. Not making no move so keep your damn mouth shut." she said, putting her finger in my face. She was only doing that because her boyfriend Trey was in the class and she wanted to seem all tough.

"Get your hand out my face." I say moving her hand. And she hit me again. That was it for me. I tried to play nice, but apparently that didn't work.

I got up and punched her one good time and she immediately fell.

"Daamn, Desti got them hands for real, one cold hearted punch and shawty gone" this boy yelled out.

I got my bags and walked out the classroom, only to be stopped by the principal.

"Ms. Wilson, you are suspended for 10 days."

"Ok" I say , walking out of the school towards my house.

On my way home, I see Jalen walking and bobbing his head to his music.

I started to walk past him until he stopped me. "What you doing out of school?" he asked.

"Suspended, why aren't you in school?" I question back.

"That shit ain't for me. School ain't nothin, it don't help me nor do them annoying ass teachers." He said, causing me to laugh.

"well I'll see you around."I say trying to leave.

"Let me walk you to your house." He said, and I gave him an unsure look. "You know, just to make sure you get there safe."

"Well ok."

We walk for about 20 minutes until I reached my house. "I guess I'll see you later Jalen"

"yeah, I'll see you around, do you mind if I get your number though?"

"Umm I don't have a phone." I say looking down at my fingers.

"Oh well alright, imma just talk to you later then"

With that being said I walked into my house. I heard my mom in the back room with a guy.

He was grunting and I heard her cough a little. She must've been sucking again.

I stayed in the living room and waited for them to get done. I turned on the tv and turned to Maury. I couldn't really focus on the show due to all the screaming and clapping in the back.

About 30 minutes later, the man and my mom came out. She stuffed 30 dollars in her bra. The man stopped once he noticed me.

"Who's this beautiful girl?"he asked.

"That's nobody, you wouldn't wanna get with her anyways, she been ran through the train" my mom said.

Look who's talking. Ever since I was little I've seen multiple men come in and out this house. I lost count a while back.

"I still want her." He said, licking his lips then walking out the door.

"You see what your dumb ass always do. Take my clients away from me" she yelled at me.

I just went into my room and laid down.
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"Please don't" I begged.

"Shut the fuck up and turn around." I just look at the guy in shock. "Didn't you hear me little girl?"

I did as I was told to avoid getting hit again. He roughly threw me on the bed and hovered over me.

"Please don't." I plead, with tears rolling down my face.

He pulled down my pants and did the same to himself and slowly inserted himself into me. The pain was unbearable. A grown man that has reached his full growth putting his large member inside of a young tight girl.

I scream out in pain. Which didn't stop him.

"Mommyy." I whine, looking around for her. She just sat there and watched. She showed no emotion, she didn't even help me in the worst pain like a mother should.

"Your mama ain't gon help baby." He said pushing deeper.

I immediately wake up panting hard. Another damn flashback nightmare. Why does my past always have to comeback into my dreams when I try to let it go? I stare at the ceiling the rest of the night and silently weep.

Someone please save me.

Quote- "She still gets nightmares. In fact, she gets them so often she should be used to them now. She's not. No one ever really gets used to nightmares."

Quote 2- "She should be over it, but she's not, it still haunts her everyday."

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