Why me?

Chapter 9

Blake's POV

What in the world is happening to me? One minute I'm running in wolf form in the forest, then the next thing i see is all black, then all these pictures flash in my head.

I feel so much pain, loneliness,and resentment, but then i feel happiness, loved, and excitement. I feel like I'm two different people.

I awake suddenly realizing what this is a sign of- a protectors bond. My Sierra has a protector, that isn't me. I feel angry and relieved at the same time. Anger due to not being able to be there to protect her myself, but relieved knowing that someone is out there that cares for her so much to put their life on the line to protect her. Atleast i know she's ok.

Once i look around i notice I'm in the infirmary at the pack house. Then i see Nate sleeping in a chair drooling and talking in his sleep. So i do what any rational person would do. I pick up one of the pink hospital cups full of ice and fling it right on him.

He jumps from his chair, faces the door, and gets in attack position while growling. I can't help but bust out laughing. He faces me with a confused expression, which then turns into a scowl. Yep, he just figured out what i did, but doesn't stop me from laughing. It feels like i haven't laughed in forever so it feels amazing to do so.

"What is wrong with you?" Nate asks while smirking.

"I don't know, i just thought that was hilarious that you reacted the way you did, and i know Sierra is fine till i get to her" i say confidently.

"How do you know that? Have you talked to her? Where is she? Why.." he kept rambling on.

"Quit rambling Nate, no i haven't talked to her but what knocked me out must of been a protector bond being formed because while i was out i felt all different emotions and seen memories that weren't mine.."

"Nate, i know who is behind Sierra being taken! Go get Melanie and Haley now!!!"

Sierra POV

Please goddess, i hope to all that is Holy that Drake didn't see all that's happened in my crazy, messed up life.

"Sierra, i know you don't want to talk about your past right now but could we atleast talk about the last bit before you ended up her? Before you was taken?" drake asks while giving me big puppy dog eyes, or maybe i should say puppy wolf eyes.

It shocks me once i realized what he said. I don't understand. How could he of seen what happened when i don't remember anything after heading to Alpha James's house. I mean i can't even remember my first shift. Trust me, im kind of happy not remembering the pain but i don't remember the good parts either.

"Drake, what do you mean? Do you mean you know what happened and what caused me to end up here?" I ask shock written all over my face.

"Yes, that's what i mean. Do you want to know Sierra? It's going to be very hard on you, probably harder than any physical abuse you've ever had to endure, but there is something you need to know that is very important. If you don't want to talk about how you ended up here, atleast let me tell you this one thing." he begs.

"Ok, tell me" i brace myself for anything. Nothing could shock me right now.

"Are you sure? Cause you're probably gonna freak out" he says cautiously.

"Just tell me, Drake. Nothing you're going to say to me will shock me. I've been through so much already, nothing will surprise me. Just lay it on me" i say confidently yet weary.

"Sierra, you found your mate."

Ok, that did shock me!!

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Another chapter up!! Love you all!!! Thank you so much for reading and sorry about the cliff hanger..

Ash