Leahs POV
As soon as that blasted elevator door opened, I rushed out of the building with my 5-inch heels clip-clopping under me. I drive to Tia's house, tears pouring. The rain falls like my tears. Each thunder strike pierces my heart with it rumbling sound. I've always had a love-hate relationship with rain. So romantic yet depressing. So painful yet joyful depending on who I'm with. I always like to think of God washing away the sins and problems of earth with rain. A blessing. It sure didn't feel like one today.
I, for one, just fancied to rush to Liams place and jump on him. Hug him and hold him close. Cry in his arms for all I'm worth. Tell him how much I miss him. I know what he thinks about me and I will never be anything to him. At least nothing more than a fuckbuddy. My heart sinks further. I slam my head to the steering wheel repeatedly till it stings, the horn of the car going 'beep beep' but it doesn't ease the pain in my heart. I wipe my tears and walk up Tia's apartment.
I knock on her mahogany door. She answers it with the brightest smile on her face. I smile inwardly, happy to see her ecstatic to see me. She takes one look at me and her face drops. Great, I'm truly wiping smiles these days. "Leah, what's wrong?" She asks , concern lacing her voice. I run into her welcoming arms. I kicked off the heels and fell to my knees still hugging her. She holds me tight as my body is exhausted with hurt and betrayal. She strokes and kisses my head every so often. "It's okay Leah. Tell me what's wrong. I'm here for you." She shuts the door and grabs my hand. I fallow her, shaking and unaware of anything anymore. She leads me to their pullout couch. I lay down curling into a ball, and place my head on her lap. The tears never stopped. "Leah what happened?" She demands again.
"He left me, Tia. He didn't come back for a long time, and he didn't even explain or apologize or even realize that he did something wrong. He let me go so easily. He told me he was with other girls and that he would always have other girls and he would not change for me. He told me that I meant nothing to him and that I never did or ever will. He even told me that I would never mean anything to anyone. What is wrong with me, Tia? I want him back but it's unlikely that is going to happen. He used me for sex, didn't he. We were nothing real to him. I am such a fool." I rant, mumbling, words spilling out faster than I think then. I cry again, my body shaking. Tia puts a heavy blanket around me and holds both of my rough hands.
"Leah, I don't understand. Just a few days ago, you told me you both were fine." She presses. "I was embarrassed. I thought I had him, Tia. I thought he would be loyal to me." I mumble. she sighs. "Fuck him then Leah. You deserve so much more. Why do you settle for these disgusting dicks? You have real ones waiting in line for you. Tell Liam to step aside. He got his chance and he messed up. He lost his chance and he lost you. Good god girl. Why do you let him do this to you? I love you but you must let him go. And besides, you are my best friend. You mean so much to me. He is not worth even a single thought." She sighs, yet again. She kisses my forehead.
She's absolutely right. So what if I can't have him? There are gonna be other mean waiting for me. They will look at me the way he hasn't. The way he doesn't. I wasn't sure what I want to do exactly or how to move on but I knew I was done with Liam. I sit up. "Tia you're completely correct. There will be someone who will do better than them all." I say. She smiles. "Good, I'm glad." Then I frown. "Wait no, nobody has ever fucked me that good. Tia what if I never find anyone better and my sex life is now doomed because of my standards!" I gasp. She smacks my arms and laughs. I missed her and it was moments like these, I felt myself coming back after Liam. And good lord what was so wearing!!!!
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Hey y'all! This is so crazy! It's a rollercoaster. Pour girl. Next update tomorrow or the next day!
Tell me one reason you find yourself falling for a person?!
Here's mine; their eyes and smile. You can tell so much just by the way they look at you.
I think I may have fallen for someone✋😡
It makes me mad cause I hate fangirling and that's what I'm doing. He loves it that I'm scared to love him.🤢 anyways.
Love you all❤️
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Romance"You aren't allowed to speak unless given permission." Liam states. I snort. "Who the hell makes up those rules? I have the freedo-" Before I finish my sentence he slams me into the wall behind me. "I make the rules. I am the dominant in this relati...
