I think i've gotten worse lol

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Hello (*´∇')ノ

I think my condition got worse lol. I space out more than usual. I space out for 7-8 hours instead of the normal time for me that is 4-6 hours ;-;

I sleep only 5-7 hours, and that is not normal for my age. If you are wondering, I am still a elementary student TvT
This year I was supposed to sign-in to LCC for high school. The sign-in will start june to july. AND I JUST STARTED FUCKING 4TH QUARTER. FUCKING BULLSHIT SSKSKLSH

and eating for me got less and less everyday. I eat at 11-12 in the afternoon for BREAKFAST and 8-10 FOR FUCKING DINNER. I DON'T EVEN EAT LUNCH AKDNKSJ

and the simplest tasks are getting harder for me because of all of this. AND THOSE FUCKING KIDS, DOGS, AND DRUNK PEOPLE OUTSIDE MAKES ME MORE STRESSED THAN BEFORE. THEY ARE SUPER FUCKING LOUD LIKE A BITCHHHH

And when I see a knife, i try not to take it and try to hurt myself.
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Me when i see a knife be like: Oooo, I wonder what it feels like to stab it into my chest or brainnnn *takes knife and starts playing with it*

My sister: HeY iM thE oNe whOs SuPpoSed to dIe fIrsT

Me: *sighs* FINEEEEEEEE *puts knife down aggressively*
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I'm going to release a actual chapter soon :D

Have a good day/night

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