Shadowed Hearts

C19 are you okay?

TH : *i just reached back to y/n's apartment and put everything on the table top ,I take my mask and sit on he couch, ahh few hours ago... Oh my I can't suddenly both soyong and y/n enter *
Hey you guys are back. Y/n are you tried, you look pale.

SY : I'll take your leave Mr. Kim.

TH : ah okay, y/nie come here..

Y/n : *i go to him and say * let me freshen up. We'll talk later..

TH : y/n, you sound weak, is everything okay *with that I back hug the girl who was going to her room. *

Y/n : everything is. *nothing is.... *

TH : y/n, hows the baby?

Y/n : the baby is very healthy said the doctor.*atleast this is a truth *

TH : then why are like this. Is it the hormones ?

Y/n : I guess so..

TH : okay freshen up quickly I'll heat the food.

Y/n :* I go to take a shower after 15 mins I come to see him lying on my bed. * what the fuck get out. *i was only in towel, this is what habit does. *

TH : it's not like I've not seen them

Y/n : get out *i say covering myself with my hands

TH : how's this?

Y/n : * it was his hoodie the white one, he then puts the hoodie over my head and then my hands, he dresses me up like I'm a toddler.. His hands go down the hoodie and reaches my towel and pulls it, OK now I'm standing Infront of a man in only a underwear and hoodie and with no bra * w-what do-o you-u th-hin-nk your   doi-ing-g

TH : I'm hungry BabyMama. Let's eat

Y/n : what?

TH : I said I'm hungry let's eat..
*she usually picks fight with me for having dinner with her but today's she's silent, she was having her food properly she ends her meal in half *

Y/n : I'm full.

TH : *with that she was ready to go to her room when I stopped her, *pabo don't skip food, you'll be weak orelse

Y/n : I'm not hungry tae, I want to sleep..

TH : I'm coming wait..

Y/n : finish your food tae

TH : y/n, I'm not hungry, actually and food is pale today, God knows who cooked today.

Y/n : *he then comes close to me and pecks my lips and lifts me off my feet and carries me bridal style * what are you --

TH : don't strain princess

Y/n : *with that he carries me to the bed and places me on the bed and he gets on the bed with me. I turn to the other side my back now facing him, as always he hugs my back *

TH : goodnight BabyMama

Y/n : *i didn't reply because of the lump in the throat ,my tears flowing out because of the words of the doctor that still goes on my mind,... What have I done to deserve this............ Why....i want to die at the moment..... He is so excited for the baby but I'm not in the position to give him the baby he wants....... I don't want it........ I won't have a induced abortion at any cost....... I turn towards him and hug him ,I will at any cost give you this child, no matter what it costs me.... *

TH : *she hugged me.......* sleep tight BabyMama...

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Doctor : miss y/n, we need to talk personally, *i whispered to her*

Y/n : * SY was about to sit with me when I said *soyong ah my uncle see whats he up to I'm not having a good vibe at the moment

SY : okay miss.

Y/n : what is it doctor? Is the baby okay?

Doctor : the baby is  ,but you are not miss y/n.

Y/n : neh?

Doctor : miss actually your body is not in the condition for the baby, I don't want to suggest thus method to any mother but it's the only method to keep you alive Miss y/n ,you need to have a induced abortion for your safety.

Y/n : Ani, why is it so?  I'm healthy doctor but why *i couldn't control my tears *
He is excited for the baby, he wants the baby so bad, he is happy, why...

Doctor : I can understand you condition but this might lead to life threatening complications in the future.

Y/n : it's okay if something happens to me but can't we keep the baby alive?

Doctor : see miss, okay let's consider you won't have a abortion and keep the baby but if anything goes wrong it will kill both of you, think of your husband at the moment,.. Y/n shi it's not a thing to hide from him, you need to talk to him and come back in 2 days we can't delay it more miss y/n, it's already late.

Y/n : neh... I will..... *with that I wipe my tears and and plaster a big fake smile over my face * I'll take your leave for now.

Doctor : talk to him today itself as mentioned we can't delay it.

Y/n : neh, I will *there's no way I will, I'll can't ruin his happiness when he loves me that much.... With that I walk out *

SY : your right, he's up to something but what did the doctor say.

Y/n : she told everythings perfectly alright and the baby is healthy.

SY : I'm so happy for you bish.

Y/n : I'm tired lets go home.

SY : hmm.. Gajja.

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Y/n ahh I feel bad for you. . 
(I'm sorry y/n) 

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