Shadowed Hearts

C23, blood sweat and tears

TH : *i was woken up by someones faint crying.. * y/n, *she was not near me and the bed was wet, what the ,I quickly on the lights, I was sitting in a mattress covered by y/n's blood she was catching her stomach and crying  her forehead was completely covered with sweat
*

Y/n, y/n what happened, what happened, what do I do ,y/n  you okay? Y/n answer me

Y/n : ahh tae, it hurts, ahh I can't bear it anymore ahhhh

TH : *i quickly carry and take her with me ,j take her to the parking and place her in the car. * y-y/n just a second and you bo-oth will be ok-kay *my tears were flowing out seeing her struggling *

Y/n : ahhhh tae, ahh..

TH :* I catch her hand tightly * don't worry..

Y/n : stop the car *even if I die, I don't wanna die in a operation theatre I want to die in your arms

TH : y/n ,why..

Y/n : it's already too late tae.. Ahhhhh

TH : stop talking nonsense

Y/n : I know it better tae, there's no ahhhhh ah Ahhh

TH : y/n, let's go

Y/n : we can't go,

TH : y/n stop talking nonsense

Y/n : mask........

TH : y/n talk to me, y/n keep talking to me *i quickly take and wear a mask* see I'm wearing a mask, y/n wake up, yxn talk to me.. *i keep driving and call Jin hyung*

"tae have you seen the tim--"

Hyun-ng-g y-y/n

"what's wrong tae, what happened to her* I could hear her crying *"

I don't know hyung I'm blank now.

"where are you "

I'm taking her to TAEMIN 

"good ,we are coming, don't worry and stop crying "

Y/n : ahhhhh, ahh ahhh

TH : y/n, you okay jebal..

Y/n : ahh tae.........

TH : *we reach the hospital and I quickly take her to the emergency section she caught my hand tightly *

Y/n : ahh tae ahhh..

Doc : what happened?

TH : she's pregnant, midnight she was like, *there was a huge lump which made it impossible to speak
I felt the grip on my hand loosen and her hand fell down *

Doc : quick....

TH : *i was standing there like a statue, I'm scared,,  for the first time I'm scared.. I feel miserable the doctor comes out*

Doctor y-y/n is she okay-y

Doc : I can't guarantee you, because she's already on her death bed, please sign this.

TH : what's this.

Doc : she was a induced abortion patient in our hospital--

TH : what.. Induced abortion...

Doc : you didn't know?  It appears she hid it from you, we need to abort the child, and even If we abort it now I can't guarantee she'll survive, but this abortion can help her survive..

TH : *i felt like the whole world collapsed on me ,I was trembling. *

J : V what happened to her, where's she?

SY : where's y/n, Mr. Kim where's she.

JK : hyung are you okay.. Hyunngg..*i shake him many times but he's still as a rock*

Doc : are you her family?

SY : I'm her sister,

Doc : please sign here.....

SY : *i quickly sign it* doctor y-y/n  what happened

Doc : I sorry it's a emergency I'll give the details later..

J : *the doctor goes and taps tae's shoulder and says *

Doc : get a hold of yourself Mr.Kim ,we'll try our best

RM : what's he talking about tae?

TH : *my legs give up *

J : tae, what actually happened...
*a doctor passes Infront of us *

TH : Yuri Sangseangnim.

Yuri : oh Cenzo shi, don't tell me the one inside is y/n?

TH : Sseam I beg you, please save her..

Yuri : we'll try our best,

J : Sangseangnim what happened to her?

Yuri : she's  on her death bed, we'll try our leave best, I'll take your leave

SY : * death bed, saying so she goes to the OT i catch him by his collar* kimtaehyung if something happens to her, I'll kill you with my own hands, why. What did our ahgashi ever do you, what did she,... I don't know what your going to do but give me ourahgashi back, I beg you, for me there's no one except her,,,  just save her please please....

YG : get a hold of yourself soyong.*i pull her from tae while we try to separate them .

I make her sit down ,I make her sit down and sit with her, she hugged me tightly I keep patting her back *

SY : our ahgashi  is a good person, she changed and she now was living her best life, she was again being warm, why does she have to go through all these, just why...... Why can't she live happily he was so happy,, what am I going to answer to her parents if something goes wrong,,, harabeoji would die hearing it,,,,.. I deserve to die for not talking good care of her, if I would go against her that day and stayed with her all this would never happen.. I deserve death for this..

YG : stop crying, don't worry she'll be okay...*she kept crying....

It's been 2 hours since y/n was taken in SY is sleeping on my shoulder she cried so much that she got exhausted and feel asleep,.... *

J : *i was sitting with tae, he didn't even utter a single word all he did was kept crying * stop crying tae....

TH : it's all because of me... I want to die hyung I feel like the most miserable person on earth...

JK : *i hug him * don't worry hyung,,, she'll be okay....
*the doctor comes out *

TH : Sangseangnim, y/n is she okay..

Doc : we can't guarantee she's still in serious condition and needs to get stable at first and will be under strict observation ....

TH : *why, I want to die now.... *

Yuri : Cenzo sshi don't worry, she's quite strong, we doubted she would survive the surgery but she did, don't worry she'll be okay.. Please take care of the paperwork and keep calm, and hope for the best....

TH : kamsahamnida...

J : joonie take care of the paperwork.

NJ : okay hyung

HP : I'll help you..

JM : don't worry tae, she'll be okay. Just calm down for now.....