Shadowed Hearts

C5. Hyung.....

TH :* I covered her up with my shirt and
went to gym it was 4-45 in the morning.
As soon as I entered I received weird looks from jimin and jungkook and others*
What's with your looks?

YG : I am not in mood to see your face *with that I walk out of the gym *

J : even me

RM : I didn't expect this from you tae,

TH : what now?

JM : your asking us idiot, we are talking about the girl, we had to finish her there, but when you brought her here I thought you were going to put her in the basement but you why did you  ahhhh tae I don't want to talk about that

JK : go finish her hyung! Now

JM : yes tae now

HP : I'm on my way to find who she is now go finish her, right now here

TH : *with that he threw me a gun *fine.

TH : *i go from there and slowly head to my room, there's something in me that says I shouldn't do it, I enter my bedroom to see she's not there.

Thank God

Looks like shes using the restroom... *
Baby girl are you in there?
Come out princess....

*i go and sit on the bed waiting for her,

Almost 5 minutes pass and she's still not out, 'what's she doing in. Is she hiding, well there's no use '

I go and bang the door *

Baby open up or else the consequences won't be good..

*i wait for 2 more minutes, that's it, she's testing my patience. I brake the door and enter the bathroom *

JIN HYUNG COME HERE QUICKLY

y/n : * ahh my head, as soon as I regained my senses I remembered what happened to me  , but how?  Why was I so weak?  A big lump forms in my throat ,tears flowing down my eyes,? Wait why am I crying?  I'm not that weak?  Who is that guy?, why was I so dizzy? What will I do? I don't deserve to live anymore I think I've been punished all the lifes I have taken, no it's in my blood and I had to do it, but why me?

I slowly try to get up but it's impossible.it hurts I can't move anymore  ,I slowly get down bed  but my legs betray me .i can't stand anymore I crawl to the washroom catching the door I slowly stand up, and quickly lock it as I can reach it, I was feeling very disgusted about myself, I just don't want to live anymore..,

I ruffle the self thier and I found his shaving blade and scissors and a pocket knife, better that a blade is a knife because I know it.......

I lost it, the control I had on my self I lost it , I can't do it anymore all the things I had bottled up inside me came out, from how carelessly I signed that contract to how went on with the business, how I hid everything from my parents, to how I was treated by my family that made me sign that stupid contract but the contract gave me love, the thing I wanted, Mr. And Mrs. Kim and even haraeobji saw me as their own daughter, they loved me so much, if harabeoji listened to me, if I was a bit more careful, they would not die, Mrs. Kim died in my arms Ani she was killed what do I do, I loved her so much
I can't take all this anymore, I just want peace, I want to rest, from such a mother to such a toxic family, I want to rest I have struggled so many years, I want peace  ,

With that I do something which I kept myself away from,... Blood seeping out of my wrist. There was something in me telling I wouldn't die with such a small  wound.i did it again deepening the wound ,now blood came out even more from before.... My head hurts from before ,it's spinning as if I'm in some amusement ride, my head hurts a lot OMG..... It hurtss--.................

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J : here's your coffee jimin

JM : thanks hyung..

JK : did he shoot her? I didn't hear gunshot.....

YG : I think he has a soft corner for that girl ,where's hoseok, details of that girl....

"JIN HYUNG COME HERE QUICKLY "

J : what happened now..

JM : what the hell....

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TH : *I enter the bathroom to see her lying on the floor like a life less body ,blood surrounding her .

I call for Jin hyung for help .

I quickly pick her up in bridal style and carry her out to the treatment room *

J : what happened tae-- what happened to her?

JM : killed her already, good job bye

TH : shut up jimin. Hyung treatment room fast.

J : what, you want to treat her, are you nuts?

TH : hyung didn't you hear me quick open the treatment room

JK : hyung?

TH : JIN HYUNG!!!!!!

J : okay wait a second..