Shadowed Hearts

C53 I mean it

(play red velvet monster on loop)

y/n : *i collected my belongings and was. moving out when I spot reporters with a familiar car...'this fucking bastard'.. I go out to be met with the reporters weird questions (note their talking in your mother tongue..)*

rep1 : from here are you returning, foreign tour..?

rep3 : when are you going to take over the company... y/n...

y/n : can you just move out of my face... I'm having a headache..

rep2 : miss y/n, your disrespecting reporters or media... do you even know the consequences...

y/n : Fuck off.. *all the reporters gasp when a disgusting person catches my hand...*

uncle : behave yourself... I didn't teach you this...

y/n : of course... I'm a self made women.. and secondly you ain't my parents.. move..

uncle :*how dare she..*

??? : y/n ah!!!..

y/n : *this voice. .. isn't it bingbing...*[E(english)] bingbing OMG I can't believe it... long time no see.. *i go and fist bump him..

rep2 : who is this... looks like a Chinese... what's your relationship with him... what does he do...?

LYB : [mother tongue MT ] firstly it's none of your business... secondly I'm Li YuBing..y/n's friend from college...

rep3 : are you her boyfriend

LYB : hell no... I have good taste in women.. why would select a ghost....

we friends have to catch up on each other...

uncle : get into the car...

y/n : *i was waiting for bingbing when my uncle brought a innova and asked me to get into it.. it was his... the reporters constantly eyeing me.. to see my reaction...a BMW haults Infront of my uncles car.. * you call this a car ?..i looks like a garbage truck to me...
*all the reporters gasp... that's when bingbing comes and takes my handbag from me and leads me to the BMW and opens the door for me putting his hand on the top so I don't hurt myself...the continuous flashes irritating me... he bows to me and then closes the door and we drive away.....*

.......meanwhile....

rep3 : there are rumors about you not having good relation with the next heir... it appears to be true... your words on the conte---.. *aish such a shit...he gets into the car and drives away with his driver...*

...........

y/n : *i am currently sitting on a big rock on the beach... wondering how my life went... for so many years... I wish I died here....i wish... soyong didn't save me that day... I wish.. I successfully drowned myself... because no matter how many times. I cut my wrist there wasn't any pain just blood..... I survived every fucking time.. just why.... my miserable life had the worstest turnover when I met V... he... I got pregnant.... lost that child.... then he pranked me about his death and then came to me.. told me he loves me... and then we signed documents and are legally married and.... made love to each other... living our bestest life's... a part of me is happy I survived... another part of me is sad about it... that survival cost me a lot... no longer I am a human.... a monster... is what I've become... and then there's tae who brings the real me out.. I scared of it... but I changed so much I forgot the real y/n.... all these years I lived as Maria now because of them I'm living as y/n.... to me who never got hurt or felt pain... a tiny scartch is painful... I just can't be y/n... I have to live as Maria... I sigh when I realized its already dark... and decided to head back...i carry my luggage and get down the rock..... and get a cab home... it's a 15 mins ride to my home... oh yes... I live in a costal region...famous as Mangalore....