Shadowed Hearts

C54 WHY??

y/n : *okay I had a good sleep... how... I spent time In my study.... sat t the rooftop... and then spoke to Niha and later she cuddled me...because she missed me... I'm happy even when my family is shit... I have her... atleast her... my dad can't talk against my mom because she has her brother as her defense... my dad suffers the most... when will she ever see I'm suffering.... I wake up and sit on the bed... to see my sister on my phone. Fuck.....*

Niha : [MT] who are these boy in your wallpaper?

y/n : [MT]they are my bosses...

Niha : [MT]why do you have boss pictures as your wallpaper... having a crush on anyone are you...?

y/n : [MT]seriously..... no way.... it's just to remind my lazy ass to. work hard....just that.. even they know it... nothing special okay... *im married to one of them sister*

Niha :[MT] oh... I thought they were those Korean singers..

y/n : [MT]you aren't wrong though..

Niha :[MT] what..?

y/n : [MT]leave me I need to pee... meet me at the breakfast table...with your report card..

Niha : [MT]ha.. haha... we still didn't get it... Ill see you later darling....

y/n : *did she score less?... I fresh up and go down... peace.... my uncle isn't here... thank God... his wife too disappeared... my mom giving me looks and then nagging under her breath... making sure I hear everything... my dad looked dissapointed... I don't care anymore.... if it was before I wish I would be dead when they hurt me... but now I have people waiting for me... people who sincerely love care and are waiting for me......*

Niha :[MT]yaah...someone's calling you. 

y/n :[MT] who...

Niha :[MT] you think I can understand Korean? but as far as I know it Ni and Ki... Niki... who's Niki...

y/n : [MT]Niki?  give it here...

aunt :[MT] put it on loud speaker...

y/n : *oh my that actually scared me..* [MT]fine...

[K]yeobuseyo Niki... what's up

[K]"noona, where are you?. why did you go without informing... I was so worried when you didn't pick up your call...i thought you abandoned us..."

[K]aiggo Niki ah... I'll never do that... okay... I just came back as my mom as me to... I'm sorry... to be exact I only informed daebunim before leaving... I'm sorry.... btw why did you call..

[K]"noona.. Ani... sajangnim... there's something suspicious... "

[K]huh?

[K]"actually Kim daebunim and others are acting strange... a very bad negative vibe coming from them all.... I don't know what.. when I passed out suddenly I heard jimin sshi say to jungkook sshi 'pabo y/n' with a evil laugh later... it's scaring me."

[K]Niki there's nothing like that... they might be thinking of how to prank me when I get back... just that calm down... and work hard... I'm in a tight situation now... take care. 

"[K]yeah noona... be back quick... I miss you... love you..."

[K]love you too... bye... little boy..

aunt : [MT]what were you talking... and who's that boy... see I knew... this... your going to get a lot of disrespect.... don't know.. which boy have you cast your spell on..

y/n : [MT]shut up... about me it's okay.. but not about that kid... he's Niki my junior at work place to say like my right hand.. okay so please let me

aunt :[MT] he gave you nickname right ? noona..

y/n :[MT]*thats it I'm done*..im done eating... and noona means elder sister... keep your cheap thinking to yourself...

..........

y/n : * I was peacefully watching TV when...*

mom :[MT] y/n I've kept clothes upstairs change into them... and... get ready nicely we are going out... be ready by6 pm OK.. it's 4 :45 already go.

y/n : [MT]tiff prepare bath...

mom :[MT] what will happen to this girl... I am firing her... if you become dependent on your maid how will you live in your husband's house where you have to do your work huh?

y/n : [MT]*is it some answer for a exam questions.. she never misses any part...* I'll not marry a poor guy... secondly my standards are very very high... bye no decision...
*huh... why does she always talk about marriage and stuff...okay.the word marriage reminds me of.. the way he made me sign the document.. and then...*

Niha : [MT]are you for real ?

y/n : [MT]Omo you startled me.. what the.. what's up babe...

Niha : [MT]I should be asking you that...?  you lost your screw after going to Korea.. you smile looking at your phone.. especially you said you had friends and to say you got a lot of them... but mostly boys.. anyway... when did you learn to blush...

y/n : [MT]what... Yah... you better behave yourself... do you whom your talking to..

Niha : [MT]to a blushing mess.. get ready... bye... BTW from when do you wear covering clothes... gained weight have you? 

y/n : [MT]out...

Niha : [MT]fine...

y/n :[MT] *thay was close... I take a shower and come out the was locked so I confidently came out...* fuck what are you doing here.. 

tiff : [MT]to help you get ready... wait what's that... .....hickeys?

y/n : [MT]they aren't... it's mosquitoe bites..

tiff :[K] they are hickeys for sure... yahh who gave them... tell me. I said say..

y/n :[K] my boss...

tiff : [K]oh my.... dating your boss. 

y/n : [K]no..

tiff : *oh my... like employee with benefits oh my God.....*

y/n :[K] it's not that what your thinking... aish where did you learn to think that from..

tiff: [K]sorry but.. I'll help you... but your telling me what happened later at night..

y/n :[K] Call!!!!
*why these... it's okay... I get ready it was a Saree.. no problem it's my favorite one... I get ready nicely when my dad enters thank God they are covered now..*

dad : [MT]you look pretty....

y/n : [MT]poppa... why are you tearing up...

dad : [MT]few days back you were a little girl who used to pee on me and now look at you... all grown up.... so beautiful....there are people who wish to have daughter like you...im sorry I couldn't give you a good life... rather have to shut my mouth even if I want to speak...

y/n : [MT]poppa... you don't have to stop your words... tell me who stops you from giving your opinion I'll kill them with my bare hands is it uncle again... I'm murdering him before I go back for sure.. for sure...

dad:[MT]not him... it's just... I wish my business didn't collapse you could get the best of education ....you didn't have to work and stuff.... people your age are still studying and you... your working as a assistant in a big company... to say I'm proud...

y/n :[MT]poppa... it's secretary not assistant..

dad :[MT] it's one and the same... bale(kid) come down and help... you get ready here.. okay..

y/n : [MT]okay. *and Tiffany goes with my dad.. ...he used to call me bale(kid) ..but looks like..im not feeling anything.. is it because I've lost it for them..

me and my sister were in my room I was doing her make up when I felt some breaking sound downstairs and.. and uncle calling me * what is that bastards problem... what porcelain did he break now...

Niha : [MT]let's go down...

y/n : *i go with her to see.. something... that doubts my entire existence...fear overtaking me... completely........ just why.... why Taehyung...... why......*