This will be a none rhyming poem. It's less of a poem and more like talking to myself because I struggle with many disorders and I'm gullible.
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Stop being so naive,
No one is your friend,
Even the ones that seem nice,
If they are being friendly,
it's too good to be true,
Don't forget what they did,
And you fell for it like nothing,
You thought you were in control,
In reality, they were in control of you,
They laughed at you constantly,
You really thought they were "friends"
How can you be such a dumb girl,
You were nothing to them,
They only saw you as a piece of meat,
You were only seen as a fool,
They did well finding the dumb whore,
That's all you were in their eyes,
The same way they spoke of other woman,
They spoke about you,
You were so easy, that's why they wanted more,
Get your shit straight right now,
You've been clean for almost 10 months,
Be good and get your shit straight,
The medications might help,
But it's mostly on you to be responsible,
Teach yourself to be everything you're not,
Make smart choices in your life,
Be responsible for once in your life,
Because if you don't you'll lose him,
You will instead be met with an abuser,
The same way you were to him,
This trauma consumes him,
But you're killing yourself slowly too,
You are full of deep regret,
And he's filled with rage,
Filled with pain,
All because you were being,
A stupid dumb whore,
You don't deserve him,
Him who held you close,
Him who tried to protect you,
But in the end, he needed protection,
He needed love, affection, and loyalty,
You were good at two, but failed at the third,
I hate you, but I know you still have potential,
You are still young, dumb, broke,
But at least you're trying,
You are not to be forgiven,
But at least you can survive life,
Survive it by getting help,
Survive it by starting new,
By becoming a classy bitch,
Instead of being a nasty hoe,
Don't let sex addiction consume you,
And don't let it kill him,
As you work hard, you can succeed,
And you can slowly heal him,
You're lucky he gave you another chance,
Lucky he'll stay as long as you work on yourself,
As long as you're all for him,
As long as it's you guys against the world,
As long as you show him you can,
And you don't let yourself fall again,
Don't jump this time,
Just stand up tall,
And become the woman he deserves,
You got this, you can do it,
This is your only chance at a happy life,
Don't fuck it up.
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