Sid- Shehnaaz mein tumhare liye kuchh aisa feel karta hoon jo maine aaj tak kiske liye nanhi kiya .
I don't know why but jabse maine tumhe dekha hai tabse tumhare bare mein sab kuchh janne ki tamanna mere dil mein kyun hai . Aur wo tamanna kab pyar mein badal gaya yeh mujhe bhi pata nanhi chala. Yeh sab itna acanak ho gaya to mein khud samajhna paya ki mein kya karoon I mean yeh sari batein aise office room mein nanhi karna chahta mein lekin mujhe aur kuchh rasta bhi nanhi mila.
So bash maine tumhe yeh keh diya .
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Shehnaaz stood rooted at her place
She didn't react neither happy nor sad she had just a expression less face.
Sid- Shehnaaz r u ok I mean it's ok I'm not putting any kind of pressure on you it's absolutely up to you. Maine jo bhi bola it was my side of story .
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Sana
Sidharth sir wo sab keh neke baad mujhe khudko pata nanhi chala mujhe kya karna chahiye. Mein kya react karungi aur jawab kya dungi.
I was in my thoughts when I feel a hand on my shoulder .
Sid- Shehnaaz kuchh to bolo .
Sana- sir it's not right.
Sid- what's not right Shehnaaz.
My feelings for you.
Sana- yes kyunki hum dono mein bahat faraq hai mein us company mein ek employee hoon jis company ka aap owner hai aur meri zindagi aapki zindagi se bahat alag hai.
Sid- kya sirf yahi wajah hai Shehnaaz
Kya tum sirf yahi reasons ke liye meri fellings ko galat bol rahi ho then let me tell you pyar yeh sab kuchh dekh ke nanhi kiya jaata hai , maine tumhe pasand kiya hai tumhari background dekhke yaa tum kya kar rahi ho , kaise kar rahi ho yeh sab dekhke nanhi.
Haan yeh tum keh sakti ho ki tum mujhe pasand nanhi karte lekin wo sab cheezen mat bolo jab ki tumko bhi pata hai ki yeh sab kuchh importance nanhi rakhti hai .
Sana- sir aapko hurt karne ki koi bhi irada nanhi hai lekin yeh sab mere liye nanhi hai, mere zindagi mein in sab cheezon ki koi jagah nanhi hai. Aur na hin mein kis se pyar kar sakti hoon so pls sir.
Sid- pls what Shehnaaz.
Sana- yeh sab sahi nanhi hai aur na hi possible hai.
And runs from there while crying.
Sid stand there and punch the wall .
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After sometime both of them trying to look normal and entered to the party.
Sana ignored sid .
But Sid's eyes are only on her.
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Dadi- Sidharth bol diya ? Kya kaha bata mein to excited ho rahi hoon .
Sid- waisa kuchh nanhi hua dadi wo mujhe na kehke wahan se chali aayi.
Manu- kya thik hai ab mein jaari hoon uske pass and sid keep patience.
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Here Sana sitting alone and think all the things happen today she didn't realised when Manisha comes there and sit near her .
Manisha looked at her and say nothing after some time she noticed sana's eyes are moist and she suddenly hug her which break sana's thought.
Manu- sanu kya hai tujhe.
Sana- kuchh nanhi chal ghar chalte hein.
Manu- thik hai ek baar bol dete hein aur hum chal jayenge.
Sana nodded and goes towards AS and tell him for leaving
AS.. beta sab kuchh thik to hain na?
Sana- yes sir everything is fine bas mein tired ho gayi hoon aur party to bash khatam hone wala hai .
AS.. ok beta dhyaan rakhna apna.
Sana and manu goes from there.
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At home manu is calling sana after coming from bathroom but didn't find sana.
Manu goes towards the balcony and saw sana sit in ground and hold her knee and her face is in her lap and she is continuously crying.
Manu runs towards her and hugged her and asked..
Sana kya hua tujhe meri taraf dekh kya hua kyun ro rahi hai .
Sana hugged and keep crying .
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After sometime she stopped crying
Manu- ab batayegi mujhe kya hua hai.
Sana- manu mujhe aaj Sidharth sir ne and tell her everything.
Manu- sanu mujhe yeh sab pehle se pata tha ki wo tujhe aaj uske dil ki baat kehna chahta hai.
Sana- kya ?
Manu- haan uss party mein hi wo decide kiya tha to mujhe pata tha maine tujhe bataya to tha ki wo tujhe pasand karta hai.
Sana- nanhi na manu pasand karna aur pyaar ka izhar karna dono alag cheez hai .
Manu- haan to agar uska tujhe pasand karna pyaar mein bhi to badal sakta hai na .
Sana- nanhi Manu mujhe kuchh achha nanhi lag raha hai.
Manu- jyada stress mat le aur Bata tune kya kaha usse reply mein.
Sana- kya kehna tha mana hi kiya .
Manu- kyun tu pasand nanhi karti usse.
Sana- ru kya bol raha hai mein kaise?
Manu- kaise matlab kya jaise sab karte hein.
Sana- sab kuchh janne ke baad bhi tu yeh sab kaise keh sakti hai.
Manu- to kya karun bata tujhe zindagi bhar aise akele bitane chhod dungi .
To tu kya chahti hai ki zindagi bhar akeli rahegi.
Sana- akeli kyun tu hai na.
Manu- Sanu mein hoon tere saath humesha lekin tujhe teri zindagi mein koi saathi ki zaroorat hai aur yeh baat tujhe bhi pata hai .
Mujhe yeh bata tu Sidharth ko pasand karti hai ya nanhi.
Sana keep quiet.
Manu- teri yeh chupi ko mein kya samjhun ?
Bata mujhe .
Sana- kya unme na pasand karne koi reason hai nanhi balki sayad office ke aadhe ladki to unko apna partner banana chahte hein.
Manu- aur wo tujhe chahta hai.
Sana- lekin mujhe apne app pe bharosa nanhi hai apni luck pe bharosa nanhi hai.
Mujhe yeh dar hai ki kahin mein apni past mein jaise khud tadap rahi hoon kahin wo bhi mere kareeb aake mere jaise tadpane na lag jayenge.
Manu- tu jyada soch rahi hai baby yeh kya bol rahi hai kya aisa hota hai? Nanhi na phir kyun aisa bol rahi hai.
Sana- lekin mere liye yeh sab aasan nanhi hai.
Manu- Shehnaaz meri jaan baat sun meri zindagi mein hum bahat kuchh experience karte hein jo humare liye aasaan nanhi hota lekin iska yeh matlab nanhi hai na ki hum zindagi na jiye, zindagi to jeene hi padega hai na to kyun pichhle baato ko pakad ke baith na 4 din ki zindagi hein to chalo usse haske bita dena chahiye apni ke saath.
Sana said sadly aur jab apni ne thukra denge to phir Zindagi ka kya maine reh gaya?
Manu- pehli baat apni zindagi sirf apni hoti hai yeh humare haathon mein hein ki hum humare zindagi ko kis tarah jeena hai.
Aur yeh teri zindagi hai na to sochna bhi tujhe hai ki tujhe kya karna hai aur yeh jo tu apna bol raha hai yeh koi apna nanhi the samjhi na aur mein aaj tak tujhe kyun nanhi samjhai pata hai kyunki mujhe lagta tha sayad tujhe apne app ko time dena chahiye aur phir tu bhi sab kuchh bhul ke aage badhegi aur jab mein Sid se yeh suna ki wo tujhe pasand karta hai to tujhe mein bata nanhi sakti mein kitni achha feel kar rahi thi us bakt kyunki mujhe aisa laga sayad tu uske baton mein raji ho jaye , lekin nanhi tera to kuchh alag plan hai haina.
Sana- manu kehna jitna aasan hai na zindagi itna aasan nanhi hai. Mein jaanti hoon tujhe meri fikar hai lekin mein kya karoon jo tu bol rahi hai wo sab ke liye meri andar koi courage nanhi hai lekin mujhe kuchh time chahiye sochne ke liye.
Manu- thik hai time le soch lekin baby itna time mat le lena ki sochte sochte sab kuchh khatam ho gaya hoga thik hai.
Sana hugged her and leaned on her and they sat there after sometime Anu said in a teasing tone
Kuchh to hai lekin bande mein warna tu khud soch mein tujhe 10 saal baad itna rote hue dekh rahi hoon. Hain na.
Sana looked at her and said aisa kuchh nanhi hai .
Manu- haan haan yeh to mein dekh hi rahi hoon. 😉
Sana- manu tujhe sab kuchh pehle se pata tha na ?
Manu- marna mat haan sab kuchh pata tha mujhe aur mein sachhi chahti thi ki aisa kuchh ho aur tu haan kehde yaar sana tu naa kyun boli haan kar deti to mein ek film banati.
Sana smiled and said pehle tu choose kar tujhe kya banna hai kabhi parlour kholna hai , kabhi film banani hai aur kabhi mediator bhi banni hai.
Manu- haaye meri jaan is hassi ke liye to mein kuchh bhi ban jaun and btw mein mediator nanhi hoon thik hai.
Haan thodi bahat kar leti hoon par nanhi yaar mein kaise mediator banungi.
Achha tujhe andar jana hai ki yahan baith na hai.
Sana- chal.
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Sana goes to bathroom
And manu called sid.
Sid- hello
Manu- hii
Sid- everything is fine right.
Manu- are tension mat lo sab kuchh thik hai aur aapki sana bhi ( clear her throat)
Sid- sid smiled and said aur meri sana se baat hui aapki.
Manu- haan yaar wo bahat ro rahi thi phir maine samjhaya to ab thik hai.
Sid- ro kyun rahi thi jab tumhari sana puri tareeke se tumhara ho jayega tab usse puchh lena thik hai ab aaram se so jao.
Sid- haan so jaunga lekin yeh batao meri application ki kya halat hai.
Manu- ummmm... Aapke baat bhi suna jayega par time lagega thoda patience rakhiye boss ji.
Sid- to hum aapki nanhi apni sana ke intezaar mein khada rahe.
Manu- nanhi ji baith jaiye dard hoga aapko.
Sid- ji aate wakt chair le aana.
Manu- apni baaton se to nanhi lagta ki tum koi office ki boss ho.
Sana from backward
Kis se baat kar rahi hai ?
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