[ JEONGCHEOL ONE SHOTS ]

[*why did a wrote this?*]

As the title said.... Why? hahahahah

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The quite moan from the two figure kissing is the only sound heard on the hotel room. They're too occupied to each other that they didn't even mind the phone furiously vibrating on the side table.

If it was not the sound of the doorbell the two would be naked on bed.

"Cmon. Let's eat" Jeonghan smiled carrying the tray of food the hotel staff just delivered. He walked to the table at the corner of the room and the other followed. They eat in silence until Jeonghan noticed how the other was too quite.

"Something's wrong?" Jeonghan asked

"Nothing. Just thinking" The other replied but their was obviously something going on.

"Sowon, you can tell me something." Jeonghan said with an assuring smile to the beautiful woman in front of him.

Sowon was staring at Jeonghan for a long minute and definitely there was something in her eyes. "Seungcheol was so nice" she broke the silence.

"Huh?" Jeonghan felt cold just by hearing their leader's name.

"He's so nice. When we were recording for the Hybe project, he was always checking on me to make sure I won't feel out of place. " Sowon quietly said.

"Ahmm. Yeah. He's a nice person. " Jeonghan replied quietly. A warm and proud feeling on his heart, that's is indeed Seungcheol.

Another long silence until Sowon said something  "He knows about us Jeonghan."

"What??"  Jeonghan heart dropped at that

"All he did was to be nice the whole time. Then after all the recording he approached me.... He ..... He said to take care of you." Sowon's voiced cracked a little. "He even fucking gave me a soft and kind smile Han."

Jeonghan was looking at the beautiful woman with a visible guilt and tears on her eyes.

"How could we do this to him Jeonghan. I can't do this anymore. I feel so bad. I cant.. " Sowon was now sobbing in front of him but Jeonghan was just looking at her frozen. His brain was blank just the words "Cheol... He knew" was constantly running to his mind.

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*Jeonghan Pov*

After the talk we had, Sowon  and I decided to end it all. Everything we have since we shouldn't be doing in the first place. It's for the best.

Now its been a weeks since I decided to stay in a hotel since I not yet ready to face Seungcheol. I can't face him yet. I shut everything and everyone off. I just want to be alone, to think and reflect on everything I did.

Looking up at the ceiling I remember how me and Sowon started seeing each other behind everyone's back. It started with a drunken kiss  then it lead to another.

Fuck! What have I done!! 

I have an amazing boyfriend, a loving and caring one but all I did was waste it. What is wrong with me. All the feelings were hitting me but mainly was the guilt of cheating. Sowon was right, how can we do this to him, how could I do this to him. 

After thinking for so long, I need to do something to fix things, first is to show myself. I looked up at my phone contemplating if I should turn it on. When I did, it furiously vibrates. I was holding it up looking at the messages flooding the notification. It was from the members, my manager also from my parents. When it finally stopped I scrolled it up to look for one name but to my disappointment, I didn't see any missed calls and even text from Seungcheol. That's when I decided I need to go back. To face his wrath.