I want to pull my teeth out
Scratch my skin off
Peal off my exterior
I'll be gruesome
Gross
Bloody
Ugly
A mess of the unseen
Muscles, bones and joints intertwined
I want to peel off my identity and be anonymous
A smokescreen
But I want you to see my heart
Tattoo it on my sleeve
Add a piercing and dangle my feelings for you to read
I need you to see what I cannot
May I love and be loved
By not only another but myself as well
May I stop chasing the future me and live, guide the current
May I live within my body, contrary to watching through a film
I want to peel away my façade
Let me read the thoughts that coat my body
Dig up my forgotten childhood
Find myself within an endless forest.
YOU ARE READING
Fuck You, Nicely
PoesiaOne finding themselves, ups and downs; streams of melancholy and yearning of the heart. Contains time stamps of a life that seem to fade too fast and rants through life lessons I often forget. There might be some triggers with eating and just mental...
