HONESTY

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It seems like every time I have a chance to bring out the rest of what is soon to be my deepest secrets, my anxiety has an opportunity to bring them away from the light and deny to give them a chance to set me free

having the fear of never living life the same without the one and only true love, hopefully she can stay as a soulmate to my child's play

Evidently, the confidence I claim to have is an illusion I put on myself, tell me what's worse than lying to yourself?

But she deserves to know what makes up the cracks I cannot erase in my life, It's harder than it seems

The honesty I seek to have is only a daydream that keeps me calm during the times of an anxiety attack, manifesting itself through the cracks I thought I could seal with a mask of a personality I do not possess

But she accepts me...

She doesn't care about the scars or the cracks, nevertheless

We have a chance to make a difference every time you think that you've lost one, it's a leap of faith that leads to a reward you could never have imagined

If you deny yourself the freedom you deserve because of a flaw you didn't choose to have, then you're worse than what you blame to have caused it

The feeling of relief after telling the truth will last for an eternity
And the wise people call it honesty...


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