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Words Hurt - GOT7 Yugyeom

TW// Self harm in this chapter, nothing graphic just a mention and scars!

The members find out that Yugyeom self-harms.

 Two weeks. That's how long Yugyeom had been keeping a major secret from his hyungs. The hate was too much, too intense.

He didn't want to tell his hyungs, not wanting to see the disappointment in their eyes, nor the hatred they may feel towards him. Realistically, Yugy knew that his members would never hate him, but the hate was that much that he had started to believe the anti-fans who claim that his members don't love him, that they just fake it out of pity.

At the moment, Yugyeom had his own room while the other members shared with one other person, which Yugy found perfect. He was able to cry himself to sleep at night, he was able to hurt himself without any of his hyungs seeing by accident.

The youngest had been so stressed and sad that his sleeping was off and it showed during today's dance practice.

The group were at the studio practicing their song's choreography's, Yugyeom, who was normally sharp and focused when at dance practice, was sloppy and unfocused and everyone noticed it, especially the choreographer, "Yugyeom! Focus! What is wrong with you today!? Your moves are all over the place, your sloppy and unfocused! Your comeback is coming up and you are going to go nowhere with the way you are dancing!"

Yugyeom lowered his head in shame and apologised softly. The choreographer just tutted and turned back around, "Last time! That is if Yugyeom actually does it properly." The man whispered under his breath, though everyone heard what he had said.

Yugyeom took a deep breath and focused immensely, to the point where he didn't realise that his shirt sleeve had lifted slightly, showing some older scars, somewhere he had stopped cutting because he knew that people would notice, instead he turned to his thighs, and one of his hyungs had noticed.

The hyung's eyes widened slightly at the sight he had seen, heart dropping and eyes watering at the fact that no one had noticed. As the dance ended, the older boy examined the youngest from a distance, now noticing the bags under his eyes and the sad and far away expression he seemed to have. At noticing these little things, the member's heart broke.

"Yugy, you okay buddy?" JB asked from where he was next to the youngest, getting his stuff together. "I'm okay hyung." Yugyeom sent his leader a fake smile he thought was convincing, and it was, just not to one of his other hyung's who was still watching him closely, who saw right through the smile.

"Alright boys, let's get home and get some rest. We all need it, everyone's been working very hard." JB announced, directing everyone to the van waiting for them outside the company.

The whole way back to the dorm, Yugyeom laid his head on his window, deep in his own thoughts, unaware of the careful eyes still watching him. "Hyung, why have you been watching him like that?" BamBam asked the older male next to him, in a hushed whisper.

"Something's up, I'll explain later. I have to talk with Yugyeom first." BamBam looked worried and nodded his head, grabbing his hyung's hand in his. The older smiled and squeezed Bam's hand appreciation.

It only took them ten minutes to get back to their dorm, and when they got there, Yugyeom immediately raced to his room, slamming his door shut behind him and locking before climbing into bed and crying softly, the choreographer's words running through his head.

He stiffened at the sound of his door being unlocked and opened, then closed again. He listened as the footsteps got closer and a body sat on Yugyeom's bed, on the side where his back was facing.

As soon as a hand was placed on his back, the youngest broke, he flipped around and flung himself at his hyung, arms wrapping around the male's waist as he sobbed into the others stomach.

The man was understandably surprised but quickly reacted, running one hand through Yugyeom's hair and the other cradled the back of his neck close to him. "Shhh... you're okay, hyung's got you, hyung's here, you're okay..." He hushed, beginning to hum a tune to calm the younger down.

It took a total of about fifteen minutes but Yugyeom had finally calmed down enough to look up at who was holding him.

"'m sorry Jackson hyung..." The younger blushed as he apologised and wiped his cheeks roughly. "Hey, none of that, you'll hurt yourself." Was said by the rapper as Yugyeom started to rub his cheeks too roughly. He gently took the youngers hands in his and helped him into a sitting position.

"Yugy, aegi... I need to ask you a very serious question, is that okay for me to do right now? Or do you need a few minutes to yourself?" Jackson questioned, seriously but gently, not wanting to frighten the youngest member. "Now is okay hyung."

Jackson sighed shakily and took Yugyeom's left wrist in his and lifting the sleeve a little, "What's this aegi? Why?" Yugyeom's eyes flitted up to Jackson's in panic, trying to pull from him, "Shhh, aegi, I'm not mad baby, just sad that you didn't come to one of us."

Yugyeom sniffled and decided to finally tell someone what had been going on, "I've been getting a lot of hate lately and it's been getting to me a lot. I wanted to come to one of you and I knew I could, but my thoughts stopped me from doing that and I am so sorry hyung, so sorry..." The younger looked to be on the verge of tears so Jackson hushed him, taking his face in his hands.

"It's not your fault aegi. Yes, you should've come to one of us but I know how hard that can be if the voices are too loud. Hey, look at me." Jackson said as Yugyeom's eyes drifted from his, snapping back when Jackson told him too, "I love you, Yugyeom. We all do. Aegi, we all do." Yugyeom cried in relief, and Jackson collected the broken boy into his arms.

He hushed him and rocked the two side to side. Yugyeom clutched at his hyung, desperate for skinship and affection.

The sound of the youngest in tears attracted all members, who rushed down the hall. They froze when they saw the boy in tears, clutching desperately at the main rapper, Yugyeom's arm still on display allowing them to see the scars that laid there.

Each member rushed forward and joined the hug, all pitching in to say how they loved him and that they were there for him.

That night, when Yugyeom had fallen asleep in Jackson's arms, JB called their manager to organise them having a break until the time they needed to attend their comeback stage, which was roughly three weeks away, so that they could get Yugyeom better and the help that he needed.

Each member also posted something to their twitter, addressing the haters and reassuring ahgase's that they would help the youngest get better, and that they only ask for their help and support too.