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Bullied by Trainees - SKZ Hyunjin

He is being bullied by older idol trainees and starts to develop signs of depression. He hasn't told his members and they don't know until the day he breaks. 

It hadn't been happening for that long, Hyunjin swears. Okay, well, maybe a few months, but to Hyunjin's thoughts and demons, that is nothing.

Hyunjin wants it to stop, the words, the pushes, they're getting to him. The trainees never got too physical with him, they were smart not to leave a mark, knowing that that would be a dead give-way and would put them at risk of losing their traineeships.

It's not a big deal, Hyunjin swears. But, deep down, he knew that it was a big deal, especially since he has developed some not so nice thoughts and feelings as of late.

Hyunjin's sick of it, he wants to tell his dongsaeng's and hyungs, but he's too scared. He's scared that they will judge him for being so weak, and scared that they won't believe him.

So, he stays quiet, until one day, he breaks down, only some of the members being there when it happens.

His morning had started off pretty good, he was at the dorm with Felix, Minho, Seungmin and Jeongin. The other three were at the studio writing lyrics and recording for some song for 3racha.

Yawning, the dancer rolled out of bed, making the messy thing, and deciding to just stay in his pyjama's, which consisted of sweatpants and a tank top.

He washed his face and then made his way downstairs, phone in his pocket. "What's for breakfast?" Hyunjin mumbled tiredly as he walked into the kitchen where Minho had made food for everyone at home.

"Pancakes Jinnie, sit." Hyunjin listened to the older, and thanked him as Minho put a plate with three pancakes in front of him. The younger ate quietly as everyone else around him chattered and laughed, though one person kept his eyes on Hyunjin seens as he had been acting weird lately.

"Thank you for breakfast hyung." Hyunjin said as he gave his last pancake to the Maknae, not being able to finish it. "You're welcome Hyunjin." Minho smiled through his food making Hyunjin grimace and laugh at the same time.

Hyunjin placed his plate in the sink so that he could check the messages in which were blowing up his phone. There, under just a number, indicating that Hyunjin didn't have that person's number saved on his phone.

His face paled, his phone fell to the floor, his knees gave out from under him, and tears raced down his cheeks as he put his hands over his face, tugging at his hair harshly, two texts kept running through his head, 'You don't belong in Stray Kids.' 'They pity you which is the only reason they put up with you'.

Hyunjin was so far in his thoughts, he barely registered someone tugging him onto their lap. They took his hands from his hair, holding his arms against his body and rocking the both of them back and forth.

"Hyungs got you aegi, hyung's got you. Breath Jinnie." Hyunjin registered the voice of the eldest hyung at home, and turned around, attaching himself to the person keeping him grounded.

"That's right aegi, I've got you." Minho hushed softly, rubbing the boy's back. "Lix, call Chan-Hyung." Felix nodded and tried the eldest, receiving no answer, so he tried the other two members that were with him, also receiving no response.

"Hyung, they aren't answering their phones!" Felix yelped softly, as to not scare the slightly calmer boy in Minho's arm, though he was still shaking in fear that those texts told the truth.