Waste It On Me ( BTS Namjoon x Reader)

Part 5 - Chapter 12

December 21st 2020

“Last night was so much fun” Jennie smiles, pouring another coffee.
“Hoseok mentioned us living together again” Sujin offers a half smile, “he only does it after a few glasses of wine”
“do you want to live with him?” you have asked before, but Sujin hasn’t mentioned it for a few months.
“I don’t know” Sujin huffs, “we’ve been together a while, and I practically live at the shared apartment at the moment while he isn’t touring, but I know that’s not forever”
Your stomach sinks, both Jennie and Sujin have mentioned several times how different 2020 has been for the members – that the time together, group meals, shorter days at the studio aren’t normal life. As soon as BTS can travel, they’ll be worldwide again.
“would he get his own place?” Jennie asks, J-Hope still lives in the shared apartment with JK, Tae and Jimin, although everyone is there so often it’s like the other members haven’t moved out.
“I don’t know” Sujin sighs, “he doesn’t mention it the morning after… I like the idea of us hosting parties like you and Jin do” she smiles at Jennie, “or being sickeningly cute, like you and Joon” she rubs your arm.
“are we sickeningly cute?” you thought that you hide the cutesy stuff pretty well.
“I can’t keep up with you guys!” Jennie laughs, “you go from super cute to burning hot in seconds”
“what?” you squeal, embarrassment creeping up your neck, it must be bad if Jennie is mentioning it.
“you know” Sujin smirks, “the way you look at each other… one minute you’re cuddling on the couch, the next you’re tearing his clothes off with your eyes” she laughs.
“I didn’t think we were so obvious” you cover your face with your hands, laughing through the embarrassment, thinking back to last night on Jennie’s couch before you left the party.
“it’s amazing” Jennie squeezes your hand across the dining table, “remember, we’ve known Namjoon for years”
You look up, you sometimes forget that this group existed while you were video chatting with him, or through his past relationships, or the arguments.
“he’s always been a great guy” Jennie continues, “he was the one who convinced Soekjin to ask me out” you hadn’t known that, “he just seems…” she looks to Sujin for words.
“more focused?” Sujin finishes, “he’s grown up a lot… he’s always been a great Leader, but didn’t seem like he knew himself very well”
“yeah” Jennie agrees, “he was always confident, but he’s so much more content now”
You grin, loving hearing them compliment Namjoon.
“and he definitely gives off a sexier vibe” Sujin laughs, lightening the mood, “you guys know how to heat up a room”
Your neck flushes with embarrassment again.
“what was the deal last night? After you left?” Sujin leans towards you, eager for the story.

*****

December 25th 2020

Something stirs you from sleep, blinking awake the room is still dark.
“huh?” you grumble.
“Merry Christmas baby” Namjoon nuzzles into your ear.
You lift your head sleepily from the pillow where you are flat on your front, Joon’s body is flush and warm against your side, pressing small kisses across your pillow creased cheek.
“what?” you mumble, wondering what time it is but the words don’t come out.
“I’m sorry that I woke you up” Namjoon hums, his voice deep and breathy in your ear, he shifts closer, his erection touching your bare thigh.
His hand is warm and heavy on the small of your back, he rubs your skin softly under the cami top you are wearing.
“what time is it?” you hum, closing your eyes to enjoy the sensation of his fingers across your spine.
“I think its around 4am” he hums sheepishly, “its officially Christmas”
“Merry Christmas” you smile sleepily, “could you not sleep?”
“I think the excitement of this being our first Christmas together woke me up” you can hear the grin in his words in the darkness, “and then I remembered how we fell asleep…”
Your mind floods with the memory of a few hours before, after a beautiful meal to celebrate Christmas Eve, you had climbed into bed and on top of Joon, enjoying each other multiple times before you had collapsed into sleep with no underwear on.
Joon’s hand snakes down your back onto your naked ass, “it was amazing… a new Christmas Eve tradition I think” he smiles, leaning down to kiss across your shoulders, his hand making gentle circles over your skin.
“sounds perfect” you smile, your brain fully awake at the feeling of his fingers trailing over your back and round over your ass.
“Merry Christmas” he hums again against the skin of your shoulder blades.
“Merry Christmas my love” you grin into the dark, leaning up to roll closer to him. His face nuzzles into yours, your lips finding his in the dark.
As soon as your lips meet, his horniness takes over, his tongue finding yours, his bottom lip fitting perfectly between your lips, letting you bite it softly to make him groan.
His hand moves around your body as you roll over into him, searching under your cami top until he brushes the underside of your breast, trailing his fingers onto your hard nipple.
“God…” he whimpers as you lurch forward into his hand at the contact, his mouth breaks from yours, kissing down your neck hungrily, onto your chest and replacing where his hand had been. His tongue flicks perfectly over your nipple, shooting sparks of excitement down your body.
Rolling over fully onto your back, your pull Joon over with you, his mouth never breaking contact as he lays on top of you. You open your legs to him, feeling how hard he is for you.
Your breathing already hitching at the feeling of his mouth at your breast, you moan into the darkness, “that feels so good” you gasp, his tongue never ending its rhythm, “please” you manage to gasp, still feeling his erection pressing so close to where you want it.
Namjoon’s mouth pulls back, letting your mind clear enough to reach up and run your fingers through his hair, “please what?” you know he is trying to look at your face in the darkness.
Reaching a hand between your bodies you touch his erection softly, moving it mere inches to your entrance, “make love to me” you whisper into the dark.
He leans into your neck, inhaling deeply, “I’ll do anything for you…” he whispers against your skin, pushing forward to fill you so perfectly.