Warrior

79

Even though I was constantly questioning my sanity, it had become evident that... that something had changed.

In the dynamic with me and Arnav's family, that is.

As the days went on by, I noticed that I no longer called Shalini nor Varsha by their full names. In fact, I found myself quite often referring to them as just mama in-law and aunty in-law. While the senior men remained the same, the boys, however, were back to just their names - and it wasn't because I thought that they were irrelevant. In fact, it was quite the opposite.

July was here, and so were Firouz Singh Raizada and Maira Singh Raizada.

As you can tell, there's been no change with them.

Speaking of changes, Maira Singh Raizada nearly lost her shit when she saw Varsha looking all cute in her purple dress. She was totally shocked, not to mention surprised, but it somehow quickly died out, the woman getting squealy and emotional before she hugged Varsha. And then she immediately pulled back, talking about her wardrobe change and how they would all go shopping, and honestly it was just really cute to see.

On the topic of returns, Arnav finally had a date for when he would be returning and that was still a whole ass week later! Plus half! A week and a half!

What the fuck?!

Through text exchanges, I learned that Arnav had gone through an 8 hour process for his new tattoo, which really had me curious. I mean 8 hours? Man, that's a huge ass fucking tattoo! So it means that this baby must be intricate as fuck! Arnav gave no detail whatsoever on what his fucking tattoo was, and given how the last time went when I called Arnav, I didn't even dare to think of even doing it. I mean Arnav has been acting pretty weird ever since then, too. Sure, he still sends his daily good morning texts to me and wishes me a good day, but when we actually text back and forth, there's a weird vibe. Again, sure, they're just words on a screen so you can't necessarily interpret the tone of it, but still, he was being weird. At first I couldn't understand why, but then 0.5 seconds later I remembered how I had finger-fucked myself over Arnav's pillow and came all over it, and the confusion quickly went away. Obviously Arnav has no idea of that - could you even imagine?! 

I would've probably fucking bibbidi-bobbodi-fucking-boo'd his ass into a fucking tomato!

Good thing he's clueless of it, and the worst is just that I nearly flashed my titties to him... well, there was the selfie in his shirt but I don't think I... I did want to tease but did I flash...?

Oh fucking well!

But all of that aside, sure I'm all like fuck! Because it's taking too damn long for the days to pass, but even when the day does arrive....

I mean how am I even going to act? When he returns, things aren't exactly the same as the way when he left. And I don't mean just mean with his family because obviously once he sees Varsha and her change that'll be a major hint to what's been going on around here. But with me... I mean given the stuff that I did and totally remember doing, even though I'm pretending like I don't....

Fucking hell, what am I supposed to do? What will I even do? Beause there's no denying that things have changed.

Things have totally changed!

Yes they have!

Ugh! ...yes they have, indeed.

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Although I hate to admit it, the days have been dragging away, and I really mean dragging. At the office, all I could think of was why weren't the hours passing. Even though my focus should've been on Rupam and how all of that is finally coming together, the website almost ready for launch and all that galore - I just couldn't. My mind could only focus on getting the day to pass. And slowly - very slowly - the days went on by. Even I was starting to get sluggish, which is just ridiculous!