Chapter 6

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Yongbok


The game pissed me off so I gave it a break for now. I definitely didn't get a temper and break my headset.

I looked around the Hwangs very traditional styled living area and decided to take a walk around the room while I waited for the food to arrive. Hyunjin was running around somewhere playing dress up and I was curious.

I started looking at the baby pictures of him and family photos. He's definitely looked the same all his life. I made my way up to his graduation portrait and admired it. His lips were rounded and perfect like always. I ended up staring at a picture of him and someone else at his high school graduation in Korea. Must be his best friend he's always talking about.

I sighed and stretched deciding to take a lap around the house and look for him. He's probably still pissed I didn't help. To be honest when my dad asked If I wanted to babysit with Hyunjin I expected something completely different in mind. I thought I'd have a chance to spend some time alone with him to get closer to him but, I completely zoned out from all the crying and distanced myself altogether. Classic Felix, that'll make him think way better of you.

But the baby was asleep now and now I had a chance to. I jogged upstairs to bust into his room and bother him but stopped in my tracks completely hearing the doorbell. I ran back downstairs to get the door looking down at the time. "I ordered this hours ago" As I reached for the door I could see through the stylized glass this definitely wasn't a delivery driver.

I opened the door revealing Minho, the guy Hyunjin was so obsessed over. "The fucking butt buddy..." I say under my breath looking him up and down as he greeted me with a smile. "Hi I'm Minho uhh is Hyunjin here? I have the right house right?" It took a lot in me to not say no and shut the door in his face.

Were they a thing already? Why was he popping up at his house? Why did I care but also why was he here? This was irritating me more than It should have. "Minho come in!" Hyunjin calls behind me and I step aside a bit letting him in.

Hyunjin was in a completely new set of clothes than from earlier and the two were wearing black. Almost matching. I lick the inside of my mouth seeing Minho getting closer to Hyunjin pulling him in by his waist.

I closed the door a bit louder than I expected because the windows shook and the two pulled apart. "Ah, your the actual babysitter I was confused for a moment" I joke rolling up my sleeve enjoying seeing the look of panic on Hyunjins face trying to explain what I meant.

"He's joking this Is Felix I think you guys may have met before he lives across the street he is just helping me with my younger brother this morning," Hyunjin says resting his arm on my shoulder and I contemplated holding his waist before going in for but before I could he pulled away.

"Nice seeing you Felix are you joining us for studying?" Minho asks and before I could answer him Hyunjin does. "Actually Felix is leaving I don't really need your help anymore but thanks anyways!" He says turning to me and I chuckled. Did he really think I was going to leave now? If I turned my back just for a second they'd be sucking each other's face.

I knew the two had feelings for each other already and you'd expect me to be mature about them and let it be but, Hyunjin was losing interest in me. Though that was my fault for how I treated him I wasn't giving up. I wanted to try again. Maybe different this time.

They had chemistry together I couldn't deny, And I wanted that more than anything. "Actually I could catch up on some of my studies I haven't been to class In a few days right Hyunjin. Hyunjins fake smile faltered and I leaned my head against his pulling him into a tight headlock.

"Let's study together sunbae!" I say holding Hyunjin tighter as he tried to get out of my hold. Minho takes off his sweater and smiles. "Of course! the more the merrier"











An hour and a half later the awkwardness resided and Hyunjin and Minho carried a conversation about other things while I was just there. I felt so out of place and the lame talk was starting to take a toll on me. Who the fuck studied on Saturday mornings anyway. He must've really liked this kid because they were barely talking about the lesson anymore and more about Minho's stupid cult club.

The topic of sexuality came up and they decided to include me in it. "What about you Felix? Do you care telling us about yourself you don't have to If you don't want to of course" I chewed on my eraser and glanced over at Hyunjin who looked down at his feet.

"I'm not really out yet so I try not to talk about It much especially around my parents," I say crossing my arms. "Most of us aren't for obvious reasons and yea that's understandable but thanks for telling us anyway!" Minho says enthusiastically towards me and I regretted even opening my mouth.

Why did I tell this complete stranger I was gay. My silly little crush had me doing all types of ridiculous shit like studying with his other boyfriend. My brain was completely fried and this conversation had to end or I was going to end myself.

Did Hyunjin seriously think this guy was interesting?

I bit my lip looking down at my phone once again hoping the distraction would arrive soon. Hyunjin must've caught me because he gave me a suspicious look. "Do you mind checking on my little brother?" He asks and I nod standing to my feet and the whole time he didn't take his eyes off of me. So I squinted and flinched at him.

Once I entered Jeongins room my phone dinged and Hyunjin sent me a message.

Can you give me and Minho some privacy?! You don't have to be here you know..

I sucked my teeth and pouted typing my message back faster. Privacy for what? So you can lock lips with him?! Fuck what If they were already fucking. Was this his dick appointment?! Was I in the middle of it no fucking way.

Before I could reply I got another message from Hyunjin. We're going to my room If my brother wakes up can you please tell me?

NO FUCKING WAY NO FUCKING WAY.


I was getting pissed. I shut my phone off and peeked over into Jeongins crib to make sure he was still asleep before leaving out of the room seeing that Minho and Hyunjin actually left the living area.

I could hear giggling and laughing upstairs and I could only imagine what they were doing. That should be me. Chris and Jisung were right I waited too long and now Hyunjin was head over heels for the guy who was 10 times better than me. My thinking wasn't as smart as I thought it was.

Speaking of Chris and Jisung I heard the two playing outside the front door and I opened it before Chris could get a chance to even knock.

"We heard you were in a crisis"

"We're here to help!"

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