I have been informed that there isn't a Chic-fil-a in Australia...
sorry for errorsHyunjin
Minutes passed. My heart was thumping hard. It felt like It was about to beat out of my chest.
I knew my mom was standing behind my door trying to figure out what to say.
I was so scared at this moment.
How could Felix just leave me by myself?
"Mom...What?!" I finally yell out putting my hands in my head scared of what was yet to come out of her mouth.
I started packing a bag frantically preparing for the worst.
"I'm sorry Hyunjin I shouldn't have just walked in like that" She starts. My hands were clammy.
I need to go I need to go I need to run away. That was all that I thought at that very moment.
I couldn't pack my bags any faster she just kept talking. I wanted to roll up in a ball and cry.
"So Felix huh?... I thought you guys were just friends" She says and I shut my eyes tight and sit down on my bed preparing for the worst.
"I'm not mad honey or-or ashamed of you I shouldn't have barged in your room like that...Hyunjin" Not mad? Not mad? She wasn't upset about me about to have sex with our next-door neighbor?
Not mad that It was a boy and not a girl?
Silence kept for so long before either one of us said anything.
"Hyunjin, it's okay if-if your gay honey"
Imagine the relief I felt hearing that come out of my mom's mouth.
"We kind of figured but we just wanted to let you be yourself and make decisions on your own" She kept going. "I'll always love you"
I opened the door to hug my mom briefly before hiding back in my room still embarrassed obviously.
Everything was changing. Hyunjin a year ago would be so shocked If I had told him what present Hyunjin was now up to.
For some reason, I hurried and packed a bag. I decided I wanted to spend a night with Felix because why not. He just up and left me what the hell was that about?
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I hurriedly knocked on his apartment door hoping he was there and he wasted no time opening the door. " Hey" He says staring at me. " Uh Hey, asshole," I say walking inside as he opened the door wider.
"Fuckk Im sorry I panicked I didn't know what to do," He says running both hands in his hair looking stressed. "Relax It's fine she didn't react how I expected her to," I say deep sighing and flopping down on his bed.
He gave me a look of relief before hurriedly grabbing my face and smashing his lips into mine hungrily biting and refusing to let go to breathe.
I grabbed his wrists gently and he sighed finally pulling away a string of saliva still lingering between our mouths.
"I'm so sorry I panicked I didn't know what else to do at that moment," He says for the second time looking me into my eyes. "It's okay really Felix," I say standing to my feet and pushing him back down on the bed.
Was I weird for wanting to finish what I started though the mood was different? "I want you"
"Really? You still wanna fuck me after all this Hwang?"
"It's been an entire week since I last saw you, of course, I want you, take this off" I demanded grinding on his lap trying to take his shirt off and he grabbed my hand.
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Rude Boy | hyunlix
FanfictionHyunjin can't get enough of the rude boy across the street... mature themes ahead! underaged drinking, explicit language, explicit sex [I promise this isn't slowburn] start: 05/21