Felix
"You're really quiet..that could mean a good or bad thing" I say breaking the silence laying arm in arm with my boyfriend. "Don't tell me it wasn't good" I chuckle nervously and he did as well playing with the gold chain around my neck.
"No your silly It was great...It was amazing I'm just still in shock" He says ruffling his hair and kissing me.
I still felt like there was something else he needed to get off of his chest but so did I. I wonder if he was going to tell me though.
"Um" Hyunjin starts but ends up giggling once our eyes connected. "What? Is there something on my face?" "No I just- I'm still flustered uhh but there's something I need to tell you," He says laying on his stomach and sitting up on his elbows.
"What is it?" I ask pursing my lips. "Minho..um" He looks almost guilty and I rub my hand over his forehead uncovering his face once again.
"I know" I confess and watched as he looked up at me with a panicked expression. "It's okay I know and It's not your fault either it's his" Hyunjin didn't say a word just a blank expression with his mouth hung open.
"Wait you..you saw him kiss me?"
"Yea I did," I say sighing trying to compress the rage I was feeling about him down until another time.
"I'm sorry I know you didn't trust him I just thought we-we could be friends again" "Shhh don't apologize," I say pressing an opened mouth kiss against his lips.
"I'll talk to him another time," I say in between kisses wanting him more and more with each kiss. "I really was fooled by him" Hyunjin pulls away sighing deeply.
"Enough of him"
"You don't seem upset by it?" He asks and I thought for a moment. "I'm upset about it but I don't feel upset right now wanna know why?" I say smirking and grabbing his hand.
"Why? Oh god Felix again!?" He laughs pulling his hand away from my dick. "We've already gone at it another 2 times," He says stretching his arms around my neck.
"I've never felt like this before you should be honored" I joked kissing him all over his neck and chest. "I can't feel upset when I'm with you" My voice filled with a sense of love. The silence became intimate before Hyunjin spoke.
"Alright don't try and change the subject get what's off your chest now," He says staring straight up at me.
There was something I needed to tell him right. How did he know?
"Come on Lee I may have only known you for a few months but you seemed stressed..your always here you never want to go home..are you okay?"
"Don't call me Lee it's Daddy" I joke tying my hair up "Shut up Felix come on tell me!" He laughs slapping my chest really hard.
He was spot on with his analysis.
That's my boy.
"I'm thinking about moving out of my parent's house...I also want to...drop out of university" I confess.
"Drop out? But your degree...your major you don't want that?"
"I never wanted that...I didn't even pick my own major...After high school I never wanted to go to college I wanted to live with my friends and make a living by myself, my parents begged that I go, that they'll pay for my tuition and I felt so bad that I just went along with it"
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Rude Boy | hyunlix
FanfictionHyunjin can't get enough of the rude boy across the street... mature themes ahead! underaged drinking, explicit language, explicit sex [I promise this isn't slowburn] start: 05/21