Dear Ellie,
If you're reading this now, I've committed suicide.
I am so so so so sorry but everything had gotten too much. I'll spare you the details because you would get REALLY upset.
But remember, you did barely any of this. But stop saying slurs, stop being disrespectful and mildly transphobic, and stop making fun of people's taste. I wasn't a goth and I didn't want to be. Make sure the school know that they are one of the main reasons I am dead. Let them know that they do fuck all for our mental health. Let them know that it isn't easy to answer a question in class. Let them know that my heart raced every time a teacher picked on me. Let them know that telling us to 'go for it' doesn't help at all.
And please don't let my death hold you back from anything. Live life to the fules, and never give up on anything. Know that I care so much about you, even if I never showed it. If you are ever upset, tell someone, because I was too weak to be able to do that.
I love you, Ellie.
Boo x
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My suicide letters (if I were to commit suicide)
RandomThe title explains it all really. I'm not making a game out of suicide, I, myself have suicidal thoughts and want to commit, but Ik it would affect people too much and I wouldn't know how. TW: SUICIDE, SELF-HARM DONT read if you get triggered by th...
