"Paubaya" || Jihan ||

No longer 'ours' but 'theirs'

I'm walking on the park right now...alone as usual.

Hah....where did all my happiness go?

I used to be always cheerful whenever I go to the park...but what happened now?

Oh I get it. I was cheerful back then because me and jeonghan had our special place here.

But now that's gone. That special place...is no longer ours but theirs. 

You showed him that place...

Did it even reminded you that it was once ours? 

Probably didn't right?

Because right now, I can see you laughing and smiling with him in our special place before.

If your already happy then why do you keep on doing things that you do when your with me?

Your already happy so I won't  push it anymore.

I won't pester you anymore with all this question...

I won't see you again...

I won't even bother you and him who is happily together now

You'll probably think in the next few days why I stopped right? You'll probably think I gave up right? If you want to hear the answer then the answer is  yes, I gave up.

I gave up on you, not because I was tired. 

But because you're already happy...

Why would I keep on trying to bring up the past by asking this questions if I can clearly see that you're already happy with him and not me.

I understand that now....

But I just hope that he won't make you cry or feel lonely like you were with me.

I know that it's one of the things that your looking for on someone. The person who will take care of you and never make you feel lonely. 

I did all of those but why did you still fell out of love?

Was it not the kind of care that your looking for?

Or was it because you just didn't love me(?)

Was seungcheol the one who can fill up the whole in your world?

But...can I ask you just one thing...?

Did I even manage to fill up just a tiny bit of the whole in your world?