"I can't believe you're doing this to me, Joy!" he screamed.
God he was mad. And I didn't even blame him for it, but he just has to accept that I didn't choose him.
"After everything I've done for you!"
Look, the moment I discovered his feelings for me, I just panicked. Not because I didn't want him to love me, but I didn't want to choose between the 2 most important boys in my life. I love them both so much and I don't want to break one of them.
"Max, please stop shouting! I'm scared!" And I wasn't even lying. In all these years I know him, I've never seen him so angry. Not even in the moment he beated my bullies up. Never.
"Why don't you just choose my side? Why?!" he asked.
"Because I love Lando. And I don't want to break his heart."
"Oh, but breaking mine isn't a problem for you?"
I didn't have a good comeback for that. He had a point, but I just wanted him to accept the fact that I wanted to be with Lando. I really wanted to. I even thought about the fact to date Max behind Lando's back, but that wasn't a good option. He would discover and then I would loose him. And I wanted to stay with him forever.
I stood there in silence, staring at the floor.
"I promised I'd love you until my final breath, Joy."
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Until My Final Breath - Max Verstappen (I)
FanfictionJoy Devreese is a 19 year old girl from Bruges, Belgium. She lives together with her best friend Max Verstappen in Monaco. They have known each other since they were born and were there for each other in good and bad times. However, when a certain...
