Beautiful Pain (True Beauty Fanfiction)

Chapter 22

I was sitting on Suho's couch waiting for him, as he search through his drawer. He wanted to give me something he had long forgotten. If he isn't cruel, I hope he won't returned back the gift I've spend on him. That would be embarrassing.

"I found it!" I heard him screamed in satisfaction. He went out of the room, and I stood eagerly wanting to know what it is. Suho push the small box to my clutch, and I took it without hesitation. Opening it, I saw a silver necklace with a sculpted butterfly in the middle.

"I wanted to give this on our anniversary, but we broke up and you left for France." He chuckled. He must have prepared the gift, but it was too late as everything went too drained.

"It's beautiful" I gasped in speechless.

"You told me you like butterfly. So I got this pattern for you." He still remembered the small detail of what I liked which makes me tear up. He took it out from the box and put it on my neck. The cold silver touches my skin and I shiver as his breath came close behind me.

"Thank you" I turned around showing him how it looks. He smiled lavishly, knowing it fit me. We stood close to each other, and I couldn't help but to cup his jaw with my hand. Staring into his eyes, it flutters my heart once again. His hand wrapped around my waist, snuggling me close to his embrace. I sighed heavily before casting my eyes to his kissable lip. Biting my lip, I heard him groan.

"You shouldn't do that Chae-Rin." He warned as I give him a raised eyebrow.

"Do what?" Oblivious to what it is, I asked what was wrong.

"Biting your lip. I'm trying to fight the urge to not touch you more than this." He whispered dangerously low which has my leg tremble in sight. My eyelash batted as I could feel his prickling breath on my neck, we were playing with fire and crossing the forbidden line.

"Then don't fight it."

It sounds like a command and he obeyed it. Crashing his lip to mine, I could feel my head spinning in lust. He slipped his tongue inside wanting to feel my mouth. With an urge and determination, I kissed him even harder. Having our tongue battle in dominance, we both know he would win. I wrapped my leg around his waist, and he sat me down on the dining table.

My eyes closed in ecstasy wanting to feel him. I know I would regret this once its over but right now all I want is his skin to be on mine. He trailed his kisses from my jaw to my neck. Sucking on the bare spot where people could see them. Marking it as if it was his territory. Gripping his hair, I moaned his name out loud. His teeth graze and napped on my skin callously each time my voice got louder.

I unbuttoned his shirt, and he did the same with mine. My heart was beating fast, it's been a long time I had any guy touches me. He was the only one who imbedded my body and nobody else. When he caught a glimpse of my red bra, he smirked in delight. His mouth kisses my collarbone and downward to my cleavage, I tilted my head as pleasure rang through my body.

"Good Evening Mr. Lee I will-"

However, the lust changes as his maid entered the kitchen. I could see the terror on her face walking on the wrong time. Suho hide my body so nothing could be seen. Which was sweet of him. Once she walks out that's when I start buttoning my shirt.

"You know we can't do this anymore." I said, Joo-Kyung would be hurt if she finds out.

"I know, but -"

"If you love me break up with her. But for now let's not dwell on what happened." I shushed him. I could still see Suho hesitating and full of undecided decisions. That's why silent was the best option.

If we only know, Joo-Kyung has been calling him relentlessly the entire time.

Meeting with the psychologist I wasn't looking forward to it. I've been skipping session and the therapist picked up my negative emotion.

"I'll talk to your brother. I think without my help you have been improving yourself. Is natural to do things at your own age." He spoke, usually other therapist would grabbed the chance to add more sessions just to have money. But he was different. Is like he understood who I am.

"I have a daughter who goes to your school. She's a rebellious little teenager. I understand that kids these days are independent and wanting to do what is right for them." He explained, and I couldn't help to smiles. Considering his aged he must have had the child when he's young. But the way he talked so delicately makes me envy his daughter.

Just like a father who understands it's child.

I want to have that.

Walking out of the building my phone buzzed insatiably. I took it out and saw Soo-Jin calling me. Looks like it's important.

"Hello-"

"Chae-Rin this is bad! Seo-Joon and Suho got into an accident!" She interrupted me with the sudden news. And that's when I started running to find both of them.

My face turned ghastly imagining things that happened to them. I could only pray they are alright. Otherwise, I will lose my mind.

Once I got to the hospital, my pace turned faster. I was worried that if I wasn't quick enough, I will only see them for the last time. Of course I had to prepare for the worst. Life hasn't been easy, and surprises await me.

But my mind relaxes when I saw Seo-Joon with a casted arm walking with his mother and sister.

"Seo-Joon are you alright?" I greeted his mother and sister before asking his condition. I was still apprehensive with how he got hurt. I don't like people I love ended up like this. Seo-Joon looked surprise that I was here but assured me I'm fine.

"How about Suho? Is he also fine?" I couldn't help asking.

"Yeah he's alive." He answered in curt because of the worries on my expression. Hearing they were fine, I can stop running in this hospital as if I lost my child. Wanting to leave the family alone, I tried to find Suho room.

As I gaze to my left side, I saw somebody that shock me. Suho's father talking with a man. That means his father visited Suho. With a curious ear, I eavesdropped their conversation. Hiding at the corner of the wall, I activated my hearing mode.

"I asked you to cover up the story. But to sacrifice our own kids. Are you insane?!" I heard him gruff in anger. Suho's father looked pissed as the other man stare at the ground. Shaking his frail body afraid that he would get eaten by a lion.

"I thought Seo-Yeon is a bully. But I realized he wasn't but it's too late." I closed my mouth when the sentence came out. Seo-Yeon was used as a tool to hide a story. After the hate, the pain and the tears that he has to endure because of the rumor, he killed himself.

The friend that used to hold me in my toughest time was a victim of his agency. Tears poured out of my eyes, I finally realized the truth. If only Seo-Yeon is alive things will be different.

Once they walk inside the lift, I walked into Suho's room. Wiping the last remaining tears, I can't bring more sadness especially with their condition. It isn't a good time.

"Suho!" I yelled when I saw him laying on the bed. Glancing at him up and down relief rushed through my body. He was fine and all that matter.

"I was so worried." I sighed, he was wide awake but look weak. It was understandable the impact was hard.

"Really?" He was eager to know.

"Yes for both of you!" When I said both of them, he rolled his eyes. Holding Suho's hand I clasped it with mine. His temperature is still warm and bloods still pumping through his heart. However, my body still trembled. I thought I would lose them.

"Chae-Rin, hey I'm here." He tapped my shoulder to affirm that he was still breathing. However, a tear slipped out of my eyes not able to contain the overwhelming emotion.

"I-I-I thought I wouldn't reach the hospital and have to see you like Seo-Yeon." I stuttered remembering the time when I screamed in anger how one minute late changes his life. When he falls off from the building, face down and blood pooling around him. The sight of it makes my leg dropped.

"I'm here Chae-Rin." Gripping his shirt, I inhale his woody scent. He was right, I can't cried the inevitable. What matters is both of them are still alive.

"I have to go. Joo-Kyung probably be here soon." With a sad smile I let go off the hug. As much as I want to be hold by Suho, he still has his girlfriend. We both bid a goodbye, and I left the room with heart full of thought about Seo-Yeon.