Beautiful Pain (True Beauty Fanfiction)

Chapter 33

Warning: Include Mature Theme!

"Harder!" I moaned as I ran my hand through his hair. He grunts while keeping his pace in and out. Sweats trailed down his face as I got breathless. Holding his arm I could tell that I was close.

"Jung-Hyung I'm -"

"I know, go ahead Chae-Rin." He whispered before hitting that one spot that bring me the edge. I screamed out loud when pleasure run through my body. Once it's released, he collapsed next to me and catches his breath. Placing my head on his chest, I trailed my finger around his bare skin.

"What got you upset?" Jung-Hyung notice the after look I was pulling . He knows people expression and emotion very well. This is why I was intrigue with him. A nice guy despite breaking women's heart.

"When your mind is trying to shut that one person. And then he shows up." I close my eyes and admitted the truth. He has known since the beginning about the man who I longed for. He tried to win my heart many times just so I could forget about Lee Suho. But it was impossible as if Suho was permanent to my heart.

"That man must be special but to me he's a jerk. Because all he does is hurt you." I didn't like it when people called Suho a jerk. But I realized to an outsider they would think it's bizarre to hold onto people like him. I shouldn't chase the one who doesn't want to be chase.

"You know you can be a good person to talk to." I said sincerely, if he was other men he would leave after sex. But here he was, listening to my problem.

"You know Darling. I'm the best that you can get. So what do you say? One or two date?" He proposed, making me rolled my eyes.

"In a million years."

Grabbing my phone, I yearn for him to text or call. Waiting for his news was like a never-ending nerve. He was leaving scars each day. I realized I'm just a pathetic fool who waited for him. It isn't fair how Joo-Kyung got her happy ending with Seo-Joon. While I'm still a mess over this.

Going to work everyday, pretending everything's fine. Smiling without care to every stranger but in close room I cried. Tears release from my eyes as I sleep.

"That's a wrap! Good job everyone!" The cameraman shouted. I bowed my head once we finish. We were shooting at Namsan Tower for a travel brochure. As I glance around, this place brings back heavy memory. Suho and I had locked our padlock here. Knowing there was nothing for the evening schedule, I made my way to the tower. Finding the spot where we promise our love would be eternity.

"You liar, you broke my heart twice Lee Suho." I spoke as I found my name written with his. Glancing at my phone Jung-Hyung texted he's on the way. As I was about to leave, my wallet drop. My hand tries to reach for it but another hand pick it up.

"Here you go." The kind man spoke. I thanked him, and that's when I regretted to stare at the person. The hazel eyes that makes me fall in love every time I glance at it. The man that disappeared. He was here in front of me, out of coincidence it has to be this.

"Chae-Rin...?" I kept telling myself this is a dream but the way he spoke my name it was clear he's here.

"I came all the way here as soon as I arrived. And you are here." He explained.

"You're cold." He touches my cheek, but that's when I move away.

"What are you doing here Suho?" I asked in disbelieved.

"My father has been doing well so I came back to Korea. I miss you Chae-Rin" I shook my head at how easy he misses me.

"I didn't miss you at all Lee Suho." I lied before making my way out. Surprisingly he follows me outside of the tower. I could hear him saying stop and his last reverse was to hold my wrist.

With my other hand I slapped him as best as I could. The sound of it was enough to hurt him but nothing compare to a broken heart.

"You promised you would text and call me! But you ignored me for four years. You lied so many times that I'm starting to think I'm just a toy to you." I explained as tears sprang out of my eyes. There was so many mistakes he has made, but I tried my best to tell him my feeling.

"I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't have done that." I wasn't prepared to have an emotional rollercoaster when he shows up. I was ready to forgive him if he comes back but everything is too much. The way he ignored and pretends I was nothing was enough to slice the wound of my heart.

"Just leave me alone Suho. You have done enough." He was trying to talk, but I don't want to listen anymore. My heart couldn't take it. A car light flashes on us and Jung-Hyung came out of the car.

"Is there a problem here?" Jung-Hyung notice the look of discomfort I shown to Suho and slipped his hand around my waist. Suho notices and let go of my wrist.

"Let's go." Tucking Jung-Hyung sleeve I went inside the car. Leaving Suho alone. The moment we drove, tears stream harder.

Suho has come back.