Beautiful Pain (True Beauty Fanfiction)

Chapter 38- Mature

"What are you doing here?" Seo-Joon spoke grimly. Ever since the incident he has been avoiding me, angry of how things turned out. I give him a sheepish smile while holding the food in hand.

"Come on. Is not my fault you kissed me back." I know I should apologize but it was hard when he was at fault too. I could see Seo-Joon knitting his brows, seemingly annoyed and tired dealing with a troublemaker.

"Chae-Rin if you come here to taunt my mistake, I suggest you to leave." He was about to close the door, but my hand prevent it.

"I'm sorry Seo-Joon. As my sorry please take this." I spoke, pushing the food to his chest. He know food wouldn't solve anything but seeing the guilt I had he couldn't sulk any longer.

"You're lucky that you're my friend." He muttered before I give him an adorable smile. I want to poke my nose on his relationship with Joo-Kyung, but I didn't have to when he spilt it by hisself.

"Joo-Kyung and I broke up. My schedule is getting busier, and I don't think a relationship will help my career right now." I tried to hide the smile that almost slip out from my mouth.

"I think it's a good choice. As much as I despise her, you need to work hard while your career is blooming." I advice. When Seo-Joon forgave me, I made my way to the next photoshoot.

I know my manager informs me it has been cancelled. As Suho took an immediate action to it, knowing I'll be collaborating with a male model he hates. But I had another plan in mind. Just because he's the boss, doesn't mean I'll go along with it.

"Chae-Rin what are you doing here?" The photographer asked, I stood there grinning as if nothing happened.

"My higher up said it was fine to do the shoot. I hope I'm not to late for the job." I lied while having a Cheshire Cat smile on my face. I know I would get into trouble by the demon itself but I was ready for it.

"I supposed you can. Go get your clothes change." I bow before running to get ready.

"I'm surprise seeing you here. I was notified this morning I was going to do a solo shoot." Jung-Hyung spoke giving me a suspicious glance as I entered the room. Even he knew something was going on.

"Whatever it is, I hope you won't be in trouble." He patted my shoulder before walking away. Trouble wouldn't be the right word. A disaster will happen. Gulping my saliva, I took a position behind Jung-Hyung.

The ideal pose was for him to lean his head to the back while I go closer to his face. It was an intimate shoot that will be on the latest issue of the magazine cover. It's not my first time doing this concept and mostly it was done with Jung-Hyung. Therefore, some of his fans have started to ship us. As the camera click I could hear a slight pause. In that period I moved my eyes and saw a tall man inspecting us. He glances at Jung-Hyung in detest while myself in discontent. I could visualize him ripping Jung-Hyung apart but he didn't want to cause chaos and kept his silent.

Even Jung-Hyung notice how awkward I was with the poses knowing he was here. Jung-Hyung smirked before pushing me closer, our lip were one centimeter apart from each other.

"Perfect! Stay like that!" The photographer shouted. This isn't perfect this was a ritual to summon the devil. I could see him clenching his fist from the corner of my eyes. He wanted to punch Jung-Kyung arrogant face.

"Should I kiss you in front of him?" Jung-Hyung challenged, but I immediately pushed him away. Once we finished, Suho dragged me outside, ignoring the stares we were getting. Pushing me inside his car he didn't spoke a word.

Whereas I on the other hand, was nervous. They say to never wake up a sleeping lion, but I did the opposite of that.

"I'm so done." I muttered, this was the end to my career. Four years of modeling have doom me. I was expecting to be driven to the agency and have my contract revoke but we arrived at his apartment instead. He didn't let me out of his sight and hold my arm until we entered his room.

"Suho I-"

"I cancelled it because I hate that guy with passion. And you dare to defy me?! Do you think I'm a fool?" I couldn't even answer him. I was too intimidated by his aura.

"With every choice there's consequence. Therefore, you will be punish Chae-Rin." He said. I was afraid of what will come from the devil wrath. As Suho throw me to his bed he loosen his tie.

"What are you doing Lee Suho!" I finally had the courage to speak up when he hover above me. In my right conscious I would have fight him but seeing him like this, makes me shiver in excitement.

SMUT BELOW
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"I'm going to show you that you're mine." Everything that goes out from his mouth is always a shock to me. He was one persistent guy. It didn't take long before we start kissing. Being uneasy I didn't open an access to my mouth until a hand grope my ass. Once his tongue slide inside, I could feel him unzipping my skirt.

"W-wait -" I wasn't ready for this. It's too fast. But Suho didn't bother and kisses my neck to calm me down. He touch the fabric of my underwear and I moan at the sensation.

"You're already wet?" He asked in disbelief. I blush when I couldn't find the right words to shut him up. Suho push the underwear aside and insert a finger in.

"Suho!" I wheeze. It took years for Jung-Hyung to stop me thinking of Suho. Trying to forget the spark that engrave on my skin. But here he was, coming back to my life with his dangerous act. I moaned out loud as he sticks another finger in.

Holding the bed sheet I was getting lost in the bliss. The promise I made to myself not to fall in love for Lee Suho crumbles. My belief was wash offshore. He was the one I want, the one I want to treasure.

"Stop teasing me Suho." I was turning insane with how slow his pace was. Torturing me as if I deserve it. Placing my hand on his hair, I stare into his eyes. The lust that overcast his eyes makes my breath hitch. We were spiraling with different emotions, transferring our emotion through our body like decalcomania. I sighed in delight, getting entrapped in this thrill. I never want to recover from it. I only need Suho to fill this lonely life together.

"Beg for it." He whispered.

"Please Suho... I need you." At this point I felt humiliated, pleading for a man like him. Suho smile before slipping his hand away, making the evening cold air brush through my skin. He unbuttons my shirt and tosses away all of my clothes leaving me naked in front. Embarrassed I tried to cover my skins. As Suho watch me, he undresses hisself.

The attractive man in front was finally bare. Pulling his boxer, I saw his cock springing upward. He was hard, and his pre-cum shoot out. I almost look away, thinking how he was going to fit inside.

Placing my hand on his chest, he adjusts hisself between my legs. Not even a warning he slams inside making me gasp. Moaning his name, I was getting influence by the atmosphere. I couldn't careless if his neighbor hears me scream his name. He was the one sending me to heaven and forth.

Since last spring I have dreamed of passionate night with Suho. Having his touch blooming my heart and awaken my spirit. I wanted to come alive.

Today was that day.

As temperature heats up, so does his movement. It didn't slow down despite how many hours its been. Suho wanted to convey how much he loves me.

Sucking on one of my nipple, he didn't let go. Wanting to feel how supple it was around his mouth. The bud was getting sensitive and I could feel how driven I was to the edge. His gesture and motion were the only thing keeps me in and out of the reality. I was being hypnotized, chanting his name like a prayer, my body couldn't handle it anymore.

"Suho I..." I breath, he notices I was getting close and hit that one spot where I buried my nail on his back. The fact that he still remembers my weak spot makes me shivered.

"Cum for me." I didn't need to be told twice before I tightened and release it all. Suho groaned at the feeling and discharge.

Breathing heavily Suho snuggle close to me as I let my self drown in sleep. None of us wanted to let go of each other. But I know when morning come by, I would regret this all.