Where's Elliot?

Attemting suicide

The question will always remain. Yes or no. Shoot or don't shoot. We all have choices and options in life, and we all hope we make the right ones. Elliot's answer was now invalid, it was a simple question if you truly love someone you would let them know, you wouldn't wait 20 minutes or more.
Elliot showed up unannounced, and kissed Olivia, she pulled back and slapped him and started to cry. It was over, the games, the secrets, the passion, the love, everything...OVER. Olivia stared at Elliot in hate.
"I hate you..." Olivia said flaring her nostrils. Elliot closed his eyes.
"Liv..." Elliot said quietly.
" DONT LIV ME, ELLIOT IM DONE! YOU TOOK TO FUCKING LONG TO ANSWER.." She said stopping her sentence, "to answer one simple question, it's not a fucking hard question at all, it's a five second answer." She said finally, Elliot looked at her.
"Don't you think I know that!" He yelled. Olivia faced him.
"NO I DONT KNOW ANYMORE! I DONT KNOW YOU ANYMORE..." Olivia shouted. "You think everything is a game, you did this...YOU BROKE US!" Olivia added.
"...." Elliot was silent. Olivia breathed out crying.
"But I was always right...you don't fall in love with people you work with...but I did the exact opposite and I fucking regret it!" She said coldly. Elliot stood there in silence for the longest time. The longer he stood there made him realize, she had won there was nothing left for him to say. He went close to the door knob and looked back and left. Olivia fell to her knees, looking at the bottles of liquor she got up, and threw them all at the door, watching them shatter and the liquid fall to puddles. She cried..and fell to her knees once more.
"Walk away..just like you always do..but don't come back.." Olivia whispered to herself.
----the next morning----
Olivia found herself on the ground, she picked herself up and went to take a shower using her vanilla body wash and hair products, she lathered it and rubbed it on her body, she rinsed it all off and got out to dry off. Realizing she had work she didn't want to go, but it wasn't a choice. She got dressed in her outfit and left to to precinct, everyone looked at her. It was more awkward than the stare of Elliot and Olivia.
"Liv..." Fin said approaching Olivia. Olivia had a worry face.
"Yes??" She said
"Elliot..Elliot is in the hospital.." Fin said sadly turning his head down. Olivia's eyes grew.
"What happen??!?!" Olivia said fearful.
"Car accident, they say it was a suicide attempt" Fin replied, Olivia left again to Mercy hospital, as she arrived she saw Nick on the corner talking on the phone, she waved it off and ran into the hospital.
"Where's Elliot stabler" Olivia said showing the badge to the nurse, the nurse quickly got up and walked to the room where Elliot was laying. Olivia walked in, Elliot saw but faked being asleep. Olivia pulled a chair up next to him and sat putting her hand into his.
"I'm sorry.." Olivia whispered as she cried. She put the chair back, and got on the bed with him, wrapping her arm around his body. She closed her eyes, Nick was at the door way.
"I love you El..I do..but.." Olivia whispered, but stopped because she was interrupted by Dani and Nick, she quickly got up off the bed.
"What are you doing here?!?" Olivia said rudely to Dani.
Dani chuckled. "You still think he is yours! I came because he was suppose to come to my place last night but never happened" dani said smirking.
"Bullshit..." Olivia said. Nick came closer to Olivia trying to hug her but pushed him off. Elliot's eyes were squinted so he could see what was happening.
"Can both of you get out!!!" Olivia shouted, Dani left mumbling something, Nick left quietly.
Elliot's eyes were closed, Olivia felt so terrible for what she had said last night, but it was true what she had said, hurt hurt that's all I feel. Olivia returned to her stop she left off.
"Maybe we were never suppose to happen?" She asked him, knowing he was still not up, but not knowing he was listening. Elliot's eyes opened
"But what if we were?" He asked. Olivia looked up and tried getting up but Elliot pulled her back to lay on him.
"You attempted suicide..." Olivia restating. Elliot closed his eyes.
"Because Id rather die than not be with you.." Elliot said softly and truthfully.
Olivia had a tear rolling down her face. They laid there in silence.