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KAYLA'S POV

it has been a few days since we have been kidnapped and joined the gang. it is nice here and the boys gave us the time and space we needed.  they check on us occasionally but other then that we have time to think and watch all the criminal minds we want. I figure today is the day when I tell my past. I can't lie I am nervous and scared that they will find me a burden when they find out my past but hey I guess I am use to it. I go to Jens room to tell her I decided today is the day. she was on wattpad. she reading some book. I cleared my throat to get her attention. she looked up  at me with a smile and spoke.

"hey what's up"

"I think today is the day"

"are you sure you're ready"

"yeah"

"are you positive"

"Yes I am positive"

"okay well why don't you wait downstairs and I will get the boys"

"okay" she walks me out her room and she heads off to Ross's study and I headed to the living room. I  knew I was ready but I was just worried how would they react when they hear my past. I hear footsteps coming and I turn towards them and first it was Kaydon who came to me first. of  course. then Ross and lastly Darrel. Darrel and Ross take a seat on the couch opposite of me and Jen and Kaydon sit on the couch next to me. Jen holds my hand and gives it a reassuring squeeze. I take a deep breathe and speak.

"so I don't know if Jen told you but I am ready to tell you my past" Ross speaks.

"are you sure you are ready"

"Yes and I guess I should start at the beginning. when I was little life was good. I had the best and happiest parents in the world. then when I was 9 my dad was coming home when he was attacked. he died in the hospital from loss of blood. after that my mom blamed me for his death. I did not know it but he was actually on his way home to take us out for dinner and it was for me since I got good grades all year. she started coming home drunk and with men. when I turned 14 she had been abusing me for a few years now physically and mentally. she was drunk but sober enough and she tied me to a chair and I was beaten so badly I wanted to die. she kept me out of school until I looked presentable. I never wanted to go to school because there I was bullied even more. Jen was the only person who protected me. she came to my middle school when I was in 7th grade and we had a connection and now we have become inseparable. she would protect me from the bullies and help me through the day and always made me feel loved and welcome. one day I was bullied again and Jen stood up for me and then she decided it was time to leave that place. so we packed up and left and found a place in town and then you know the rest". I was in tears at the end. Jen was comforting me. it was all silence until Kaydon said something.

"I am going to kill them all" he was mad I felt myself move closer to Jen it was almost automatic. Kaydon got up and his eyes were pitch black. I turned my gaze away and tried to stop the tears from coming out. Jen spoke next.

"Kaydon knock it off your scaring her"

"they hurt my mate what do you expect me to do, be calm about it"

"no but you should calm down or it will be harder for her to not be scared of you" I was silently crying. the memories were to much to bear. Kaydon sat back down  and tried calming down.

"I am sorry Kayla I did not mean to scare you" I fell silent tears still running down my face. I never uttered a single word Jen was stroking my hair trying to calm me down. Ross spoke next.

"Kayla I am so sorry I never knew what you have gone through from now on we will protect you with our life's and we will help you live the life you deserve" I was so touched by his words I got out of Jens grasp and ran to him and gave him a tight hug. He wrapped his arms around me and hugged me back. I let go after a while and then Darrel spoke.

“I am sorry and I vow as well to protect you Kayla. you deserve so much better" I gave him a hug to. they all wanted to help me instead of casting me away like an old rag. I felt happy that I met these people. I looked back over at Kaydon and ran to him. he caught me with ease and I held on to him like there was no tomorrow. I felt better knowing they would be protecting me and helping me get a fresh start. I let go of him and felt like a weight has been lifted off my chest because they now know my past. I was pulled out of my thoughts when Jen spoke.

"now I can answer the question. I be live that answered part of your question"

"Yes but what is the other part" Ross spoke confused yet intrigued.

"remember when she said we had a connection. well when we first met she was very within herself and very shy. I knew I had to help her and soon I knew what was happening I had to protect. she started feeling like a little sister to me and I love her like she was my own blood and that's why when it comes to her I will do anything to protect her. that is why I hurt the people who hurt her" Ross looked shocked and then it turned to understanding. he said no more but what she said touched my heart I felt tears trying to come out I go to her and hugged her like if I let go she would disappear. she hugged me back and started talking again.

"she has become my family and I love her just as if I knew her my entire life." she looked down at me and I spoke.

"I love you to Jen" I hugged her a little tighter. she did the same. we stayed like that. I felt so calm and happy I never wanted this to end. we soon let go and my stomach growled signalling I was hungry. Jen chuckled and she goes to the kitchen I follow along with the guys. I sit on a stool watching her start to cook when I am lifted off the stool. I give a small squeak of surprise and then I am Kaydon's lap. Jen turns around and looks at Kaydon. she gives him a playful glare.

"Kaydon behave or I will not hesitate on that threat" I heard him gulp loudly. I let out a small giggle and Jen went back to cooking. Kaydon went close to my ear and started whispering.

"I like your giggle" I blush. he kisses my check and I turn as red as a tomatoe. I felt calm though. soon Jen finished the food and we started eating. after awhile Ross spoke.

"now that we know your past we want to know how you would feel about going to school" I tensed and Kaydon squeezed my hand reassuringly. I relaxed a little but not much. Jen understood and answered.

"I already talked about that with her. the only way we would go is if we have the same schedules"

"that can be arranged. when would you like to go." never.

"can we wait a little bit before we go back. just so we can prepare for it"

"okay If you want I will give you a week"

"that will be just fine now we need to get some stuff for school but don't worry we have money so you don't have to pay"

"we can pay for it if you want we also have money and you also are apart of the gang"

"we know but we like paying for our own things"

"okay fine but you have to go with Kaydon"

"deal. now is anyone in the gang going to school"

"Yes actually, one is Kaydon and there are a few others. Kaydon is a senior. what are you two"

"well I am a junior and Kayla is a sophomore" I finished my food and tried getting off of Kaydon's lap but he was not having it. I finally gave up and Jen took them to the sink. I yawned and felt drained after today. Jen gave a look to Kaydon and he stands up and I grip onto him tight he carries me over to Jen and she tells me goodnight. he takes me up to my room and sets me on the bed. I try getting up but he was not having it. he grabbed a pair of shorts and a shirt and hands it to me. I go to the bathroom and got ready for bed. I come out and yawned again he grabbed me and carried me bridal style to my bed. he pulled back the covers and set me down and then did something unexpected he left but quickly came back with a pair of shorts and a shirt. he goes to my bathroom and changes he comes out and turns off the light and comes back to the bed and climbs in he pulls me closer and if on instinct I snuggle closer to him. I soon I fall into a peaceful sleep.

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