IN YOUR COURT (ON HOLD)

Chapter XIX

Zendaya stared down at the pregnancy test she had spread out along the sink. "I'm gonna kill him" she mumbled. The last thing she wanted right now was a baby. She had half a mind to walk in the room and strangle him.

"Baby. You gotta open the door tell me what's going on."

"Devin if I open this door ima beat yo ass"

"You're pregnant." He said lowly causing her tears to finally fall.

Devin could hear her crying and that shit broke his heart. "Baby, please." He begged.

Zendaya opened the door and pushed past him but he grabbed her wrist "baby we'll be okay." He cupped her face.

" Devin I don't want a kid! My mental health is not there to make it thru a pregnancy! Why didn't you say something when it happened??! I could've avoided this!."

"You would've killed my baby?" He looked at her in disgust.

"DEVIN HAD YOU TOLD ME THE MOMENT WE FINISHED HAVING SEX THERE WOULDN'T BE A BABY TO KILL BECAUSE I COULD'VE TAKEN A PLAN B. Thanks to you I don't have that option anymore. I don't want a baby."

"So you gonna get an abortion?"

"I would never be able to go through with it because this is now a fetus.  So no. However I need you to know that I am go angry with you Devin. This was so stupid of you!."

"I know" he looked at the floor.

"You know what my mental state is like these days. I shouldn't become anyone's mom any time soon. We haven't even been in a relationship that long do you know what this is gonna look like.

"Doesn't matter, it's our life. Nobody else gets a say so,  We love each other and we'll get through this together."

"I feel like you still aren't understanding why I'm upset." She sighed. "I'm gonna go make an appointment with my doctor."she walked away leaving Devin with his thoughts.

After 2 hours Devin found zendaya curled up asleep on a chair by the pool with Haven sleep next to her. Devin sighed and bent down to kiss her forehead before lifting her up.

Devin laid her down in bed and pushed a piece of hair behind her ear. "I do get it baby. You have every right to be mad at me. I fucked up and I'm sorry." He said before walking out .

Once Zendaya heard the door close she opened her eyes and sighed.

Zendaya grabbed her phone checking the house cameras and seeing that Devin had left. She still didn't really wanna talk to him. Getting up she ran herself a bubble bath and lit some candles before grabbing a book and letting the bubbles engulf her. She turned on the water heater so her bath wouldn't get cold. It was three hours later when the smell of food hit her nose and she realized she lost track of time.

Standing up she walked over to the shower to get clean. After putting on a pair of Devin sweats and a sports bra she made her way downstairs and found Devin in the living room watching the Lakers game. "Hey"

He unglued his eyes from the tv and smiled at her in his sweats. "Hey beautiful"

"You know I love you right Devi? Even though you do incredibly stupid things sometimes?"

"I know" he looked up at the ceiling. "I love you too and I'm sorry"

"I know" she whispered. Devin lifted up the blanket he was under and Zendaya joined him, snuggling into his side.

"You don't think we're ready do you?" He asked.

"Not at all, but I'm guessing you do?"

"I think we can get through anything together." He kissed her forehead.