The bathroom and Him.

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I got the stain out. Now im a mess. Pink and blue dont mix together. Blue and black does. 

Black goes with everything, Except for one thing; or i rather say person.

HIM.

Him is the boy of my dreams. 

He's an alien like me. He laughs with all the things i think are funny. He finds me not different from him, but different from the other evil people in the world. He makes me feel like a kid in a silly dream. 

He's a fantasy. A boy of dreams. 

the boy of MY dreams.

Yea, he's not real.

I wash off my face; its dirty.

Has it been that long? It might have been. weeks since i washed my face. It's probably cause...

I gave in.

I gave in my tears and sadness and sorrow. But why should i be sad? Im not privillaged enough to have feelings that people don't descirbe the situation i am in. I am not sad.

I have no emotions. I'm just a defect remember? a defect.

But i guess it doesnt matter to HIM. HIM is so perfect.

But its not HIM that stands outside the girls bathroom door.

Its Matt.

Matthew Dodger.

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