Is this Really it?

Me and Him.

Recently i've texting augs back and forth. It smerged itselfin my daily basis. Basicly between breakfast and dinner. 

I guess i've grown on him. It feels nice. But i'm kind of anxious, even though i kinda like him, i have mixed "signals" from him. Does he like me or not?

Too stupid to know. I don't get feelings and guys. Especially guys... So I guess i have no clue 'bout knowing if a dude likes you. 'Cause next thing you know he goes up to you and say hi and after that he buys you lunch. 

This is a crazy planet. 

He's being all nice around me and started introducing me to some of his friends. He's been also trying to get me over at his house often. The next thing you know he introduces me to his parents as his girlfriend. 

"You're stressing to much about this. Just stay cool and be friends with him. Just because you like him doesnt mean that you have to think such crazy things. Let your friendship flow." 

Conscience. Do you think that he would actually like me? HAVE YOU SEEN ME? 

"You're being hard on yourself again. Saying your ugly and all that bullcrap." 

BUT I AM THOUGH! THATS WHAT I THINK OF MYSELF!

"don't lie to yourself amilia. You're beautiful!" 

Conscience. Since when were you nice to me?

"hmmm... since you liked a boy named augs?"

Bang,bang. Shots fired.

I'm too tired to do this. I texted augs all night yesterday. It went for too long yesterday. Too tired. Can't think. In english class. Stupid teacher says something about symbolism. Yaps more. Bell rings. gets up. goes to locker. Spotted by augs and friends. People are talking to me. Close locker. Goes home.Augs texts.

"You okay? u looked rlly tired today..."

"Yea im fine. Just rly tired. So, hows skool?"

"Stuff again..."

Stuff means clubs. I told him how i hated him saying clubs every single time we talk. ITS THE MOST ANNOYIINGG THING EVER.

"Oh cool."

"Oh yea. You know that victoria girl from you art class?"

"Yea? why?"

"She went all flirty and she keeps tagging along. She even got my number from some stranger i don't know! .. >.>"

"Well thats stalkerish"

BANG. Shots fired. 

Whenever victoria likes a dude. She LIKES the dude. Means non stop bothering. non stop admiring. And ofcourse. Non stop stalkering.

She gets what she wants. Whatever she wants. And everyone knows that. 

But apperently mr president of stuff over here is completly clueless...

*sigh*

I guess I should stop liking him... Or more trouble would magicly appear before me if i continue liking this dude.

Good luck Augs. You'll need it.