Matt. Should I?

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Matt's in my class during biology.

He sat near the door with his biology partner Cindy.

It was in a boy and girl seating plan so you know, no guy ruckus and girl gossip.

I guess it was for the best. I mean, i dont like people talking to me or others around me. So, i guess its a good thing.

I just stare at the board with no thought left in my brain. Ms. Relly just babbles random things at us and now...

We have a biology project.

GRReeeaaaTT.

Ms. Relly says that we had to choose a partner. An opposite sex partner.

She writes on the board with her white chalk  skiddodling around, writing the due date of the project.

" Due :February 23"

Everyone complains and ask for longer work periods.

Its February 20.

"We can't do this in 3 days! are you crazy?!"

" Can you at least give us longer work periods?"

"This is impossible, I'm gonna get an F for sure"

"I'm so not doing that in 3  DAYS!"

They all bark complains and whine.

I just doodled myself a play and pause button.

I wish i could just pause things and never, ever, resume anything. I would stop everything and do anything i want.

By Myself

*POOF* 

I'm back to reality. Wait, what? Someones touching me...

" You wanna be partners?"

Matt.

Uhhh.. Uhhmm.. WHAT?! wait...

Let me process this....

WHAT?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?

He wants to be partners with me?

But he's the goody-two shoes! He, He, He wants to be my partner?!

"uhh"

No words leave my mouth. 

He's waiting for an answer. 

"okay..."

I said quietly enough that he could hear it, but no one else could. 

Not even me.

I really don't want to do this.

Maybe i could break an arm or something. I could move to florida or boston. I could, I could, I could.

Couldn't.

*sigh* im stuck with matt i guess...

I thought that i would like him as a friend. But NOPE! i guess not. 

I'm scared as ever.

I'm always scared.

Why?

Boys.

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