Is this Really it?

So...?

Hey, hi.

I'm in my room again. 

Alone as usual. No one to talk to. Just listening to music. Oh...

My music changed.

I haven't heard this song for a while, actually.

" Must we be apart? Did this really happend?"

A song with questions.

Questions again...

I hate answering them and i don't bother asking them.

There's me again. Talking to myself 'cause i have nothing better to do. Oh well.

" No need, to be, to be , be a-, be a-, afraid."

I rested my head on the walls. Looking up on the ceiling.

" no need to be afraid. "

I close my eyes again.

Sometimes, peace and quite is best for you. Even though you might have friends with you; lauging together and having fun, Being alone could always help you. If you dig a little deeper withing yourself, maybe, Just maybe, you'll find your self in outer space.

Where the stars twikle above your head.

The've watched you for years. Always coming out of the darkness. Shinig bright so you have that little hope in the dark.

Darkness can consume you, but someones been looking for you.

HIM.

I realized at this point that maybe, i should listen a little bit better.

Hearing an opinion wouldn't hurt.

" But they do, amy. Words hurt. People don't realize what they're saying until said. They may have not ment it, but they still might hurt."

Conscience. 

I opend my eyes again. Into reality i go. Back from space and no where to go.

I hugged myself tightly. I haven't gotten a hug since i was 13.

Im 16 now.

3 years. With no compassion.

But i finally accepted myself.

I felt my own warmth. Is this how it feels to be loved?

"yes"

Twinkle, Twinkle

I closed my eyes again.

I questioned myself.

" whenever your alone or scared, and you close your eyes to escape the real world. Do you see pitch black; or maybe a speck of light escaped from the sun and found... You"

Conscience.

Thank you.