Please don't take my sunshine away

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                There was blood… oh god… why was there so much blood? Even his grace couldn’t save him. Dammit Dean. Why. He seriously was just sitting there. Angel blade in his heart? Oh god so much blood…

                “You are my sunshine…” Gabriel’s raspy voice began to sing. I quickly swiped the tears off of my face and looked at him, heart beating faster. I had shooed Dean from the room. He apologized but that wasn’t enough...

                “You make me happy…” Gabriel continued to sing but ended up coughing up blood.

                “D-don’t,” I managed through my sobs, holding onto him tighter and beginning to rock back and forth.

                “When skies are grey,” Gabriel continued to sing and I sobbed harder. I could feel his weak hands trying to push me away. With his last strength why was he trying to push me away.

                “You’ll never know, dear… how much I love you…” I kept my hold on him, sobbing even harder.

                “You’re going to b-be fine. This isn’t real. You-you’re not dying again,” I denied through my tears. My vision was blurring and I was losing sight of him.

                “Please don’t… please don’t take my sunshine away…” he finished the song and fell limp. I immediately started sobbing harder. No. No. This wasn’t happening. Not again. Fuck. Dean. Fuck. This time there was no way. His heart slowed down and I felt his wings burning into my flesh and shirt. Oh. That’s why he was trying to push me away. I stopped sobbing and just sat there, screaming at him to wake up. That he wasn’t dying again. My skin burnt. I didn’t care.

                My eyes blurred and I repeated the last thing he said to me.

                “Please don’t take my sunshine away…”

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