𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐃𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐲 || 𝐕.𝐇 (𝑺𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒅 𝑩𝒐𝒐𝒌)

❥︎𝐸𝑙𝑒𝑣𝑛.

A few days later: 

I drank the last sip of my coffee before placing the empty mug on the counter, It's six o'clock in the morning, which means the best and only time I get to be alone without Ryan's chaos and the guys' sarcasm. I miss my mom. I missed being close to her, I missed her scent and everything she does. In fact, I realized that I'm like her in so many things. I even use some of her words usually when I'm talking t Ryan. 

Anyways, it's Sunday morning. No school and no work, which means cars noises outside are less than usual. I got time to reorganize my closet, clean yesterday's mess before Ryan wakes up and it all goes to hell again. and by the time I'm done, It was already seven-thirty.

" Oh, did I wake you up?"  I asked when I noticed Marshall coming out of his room yawning, he shook his head and smiled. " You should've told me we're cleaning, I could've helped you," he protested stretching out his arms. 

" Well, I didn't want to wake you up, But since you asked, you can take the trash out," I smiled pointing at the trash bag in the corner of the kitchen. " On it," he replied walking towards the kitchen. " Wow, good morning, is the queen coming? why are you up so early?" I heard Marshall's voice inquiring after opening the door. 

" I'm awake since last night, is Jules awake?"

" I'm here," I shouted from my bedroom, and it didn't take so long for her to walk in. " Is Vinnie here?" she asked and I could tell she was freaked out. I shook my head and sat on the bed. " Okay, great! umm. . . so listen, I missed my period, at first I thought it's normal because-.. you know, it can happen, it's not a big deal. . . . .  until I started to have these cramps, these feelings- I'm- I don't know what to do with it," she informed me with a shaky voice walking around in the room and rubbing her hands together. 

" Okay- this is uh- okay so" I started, I actually didn't know what to say, I remember being in her shoes two years ago, " Tests! we should take tests. . . and-" I added and before I even finish my sentences she took a pregnancy test out of her purse. " okay that was fast, but you can do it," I reassured grabbing both of her shoulders and pulling her for a hug. 

" What if I couldn't?" she asked and I didn't know what to answer. Motherhood is fantastic and all but it can be a nightmare if you don't want it. " I don't like this question," I muttered as I pushed her towards the bathroom, " You know what to do, Right?" I asked and she nodded. 

" I'll wait here," I smiled before watching her slowly closing the door, I'm nervous way more than she is. In the meantime she was in there doing her thing, I walked slowly to my son's room, some light snores were coming from his crib giving me a peaceful feeling. I marched over to where he was on his laying on his side with Benji in his arms, and spencer next to his head. there were so many other toys in there too, but these two are special to him. 

He has favorites of everything he owns, favorite blanket, favorite teddy bears, favorite toys, favorite kind of juice. Gladly he decided not to have a favorite uncle out of his gang, he loves them all the same, and he changed a thing inside of everyone without having them notice it changing. 

" Jules, look who's here!" I heard Marshall's voice shouting from the door, and ringing through the entire place. I hurried outside and shushed him in fear of waking my baby up, " oh sorry, I thought he's awake!" he apologized in a whisper. " Vinnie is here," he added with a smile as he pointed at the kitchen.