𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐃𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐲 || 𝐕.𝐇 (𝑺𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒅 𝑩𝒐𝒐𝒌)

❥︎𝑇ℎ𝑟𝑒𝑒

𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚊 𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚐𝚞𝚢𝚜 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚂𝚊𝚍𝚕𝚢 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐: ⚠︎ 𝚂𝚎𝚡𝚞𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚌𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚜 ⚠︎

Later that night:       - 2:47 Am - 

* 𝑫𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎 *

" Jules I love you so much please," 

" No Vinnie, don't!! you can't just kiss me and think you're gonna make it all go away, okay? it doesn't work that way. it doesn't just make it better okay?" 

" Look, look there's got be a way we can work past this. . . . I can't imagine my life without you or Ryan, without. . without these arms, and your face. . .and this heart, your good heart Jules," 

" No I can't, you're a totally different person to me now, I used to think of you as somebody that would never, ever hurt me, ever. God and now I just can't stop picturing you with her, I can't. it doesn't matter what you say or what you do, it has just changed everything forever," 

* 𝑬𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎 *

" Ma-ma, Mamma. . .. Mama," 

" Jule, Jule hey wake up," I felt Marshall shaking me gently and as I woke up, I found him standing by my bed with Ryan in his arms. I was panting, breathing heavily unable to speak, I just opened my arms for Ryan to snuggle in. " Are you okay?" Marshall asked as he sat beside me on the bed. 

" Yes," I whispered as I pulled Ryan tightly into my arms, he was looking at me with a confused look mixed with hunger at the same time. " That dream again right?" Marshall asked as he wiped the tears that were running down my cheeks. 

" Mama, Milk, mama,"  Ryan whined as he tugged my shirt with his small arms. I nodded my head and lifted him into my arms before getting up from my bed and walking out towards the kitchen. 

Since I don't have the energy to breastfeed him, I stood by the microwave waiting for his bottle to warm up. Meanwhile, he kept tickling me and stroking my face with his hands. Afterward, I handed him his milk and balanced him on my lap as I sat on the sofa with Marshall.

" Don't you think it's the time yet?" Marshall asked as he touched Ryan's feet.

" Time for what?" 

" Time to admit, that you're still living in that night, listen you may say that Seeing Vinnie is good for Ryan which is true because how many of us are looking up for him, I mean he has Baron, Chase, me but he'll never look at us the same way he used to look at Vinnie, He's a big part of Ryan's life and this will never change." 

" But Ryan is not the only one that needs Vinnie, you need him too, you need to talk this out, you need to get a closure, because that breakup scene that broke all of our hearts, did nothing but make it worse," he added. 

" What am I supposed to do Marshall?" I asked as I saw my little prince falling asleep slowly. 

" He said he wanted to see you? and specifically you. . . So take Ryan and go," he answered. " Jule, you love Vinnie, and he loves you too, you went through a lot with him, I know he hurt you, I know it's bad and nobody can understand your pain right now, But it's a mistake, and none can take it back," he said.